love hurts
Friday, November 26, 2004
11:42 AM
love really do hurts. yups. i've got myself to blame. for not listenig to those who tell me love doesnt last. i shouldn't be with him. we'll break up in the end. now i truly understand why you guys are telling me this..


love shatters ur heart like a thousand pieces of mirror ...
and no matter how u stick or fix it ...
there will always be cracks left behind


this was what a friend of mine told me.. i agree with it pretty much no matter how much time you're got, you can never be as perfect as before. although i used to tell others time heals all wounds. but now that i've experienced it. no its not true. its a load of crap. nonsense. time doesnt heal all wounds..

i still love you. i love you forever. as long as you're happy. i'll be happy. i'll always be supporting you silently... secretly. now that we've gone our seperate ways, i know how much i need yew. without yew. its really hard to continue on with life. why do people always find out the importance of someone else only after they lost them? why don't theey cherish the people next to them? i miss you alot.. really need you. if i've got a second chance, i'll cherish you. too bad.. i can't

maybe we're not fated to be together. i don't know. but my love for you will never change. [[ ilubyou ++ 29february2oo4 - 26november2oo4 ]]

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:42 AM

tired..
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
11:05 AM
so0o0o tired. just came back fr0m nyaa. *phew* mr san didnt catch me.. luckily. w0re the s0cks which was real l0w t0day. c0s i c0uldn't find the 0thers. furtherm0re i was s0rtta late already. s0 yups. just t0ok the s0cks and w0re it. and if i was caght f0r my s0cks, i w0uld als0 be caught f0r nails.. they are l0ng and erm.. "painted" s0 yups anyways. l0ads 0f things happen during these few days. g0od, bad, funny, lame -.-" and many m0re. so, i'm t0tally shacked. really tired after playing basketball. aww.. cant rest. still g0t ballet at 3.oo p.m humph! n0 fair. so.. i'm really angry! angry with mr quek. cant believe he actually sab0taged me. arghh. it happened during yesterday's nyaa when i was drinking water. and it was after playing basketball. so my shirt was tucked 0ut. n0t by purp0se th0ugh. s0.. mr quek actually asked me t0 tuck it in. s0 i was tucking in my shirt with 0ne hand, and the 0ther h0lding my water b0ttle. c0incidentally, mr san was in the pe r0om. s0 he asked me t0 tuck in my shirt. 0kay.. thats expected. but mr quek.. that idi0t. s0o0o extra! tell mr san say " punish her.. she d0nt want t0 tuck her shirt in when i asked her t0. " great! so mr san [wh0 was already walking away] turned r0und and asked me t0 n0t start my n0nsense [0ne of his fav0urite phrases] darn! i didnt d0 anything wr0ng..

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t0 mary lim and wangsoomi

okay. i've seriously had en0ugh. just st0p it kaes. and m0st imp0rtantly, leave my friends al0ne.

1. i d0nt j0in a gang. there's n0 need f0r me t0 d0 s0.
2. if y0u hate me.. i cant d0 anything. c0s.. seri0usly, i d0n't find a pr0blem with myself. like me 0r n0t.. its y0ur pr0blem
3. if y0u d0 n0t kn0w what friends are f0r, they're there t0 stand up f0r y0u when s0me pe0ple are against y0u..

h0pefully y0u guys will c0me t0 y0ur senses and st0p invading 0thers privacy and st0p spaming in my bl0g. n0 0ffences. i d0nt bear a grudge t0 any 0f y0u..

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:05 AM

hais.. nort agaiin
Thursday, November 04, 2004
10:34 PM
haish. just as i rej0iced 0ver having m0re freed0m, my m0m c0mpletely ruined the little happiness i had. 0h great.. what n0w?! i cant play basketball.. its always like that. when i finally have a little interest in what i like t0 d0, she'll st0p me fr0m d0in it.a very g00d expamle: when i wanted to learn in-line-skating when i'm y0unger, she said. " aiya... y0u t00 y0ung. later injure y0urself. d0n't want lahs " 0kay n0w, i'm wayy t00 0ld t0 learn, she says " hey wanna learn r0llerblades? i'll enr0l y0u t0 learn r0llerblades 0kay? " thats it. she's always making the descisi0ns f0r me. an0ther example is ballet. i get injuries easily. s0 i actually talked t0 her f0r a few tymes t0 get her t0 all0w me t0 quit. and she always say the same thing " y0u've already learnt it f0r s0o0o l0ng. why quit n0w.. its a waste 0f y0ur time and eff0rt f0r the past few years. and my m0ney. d0 y0u have any idea h0w much i pay everytime? " 0kay. i admit. i was the 0ne wh0 insisted t0 c0ntinue when they asked me t0 st0p when i was y0ung. but hey. i had interest 0kays? and i've wanted t0 st0p like a year 0r tw0 years back? she's always like that. n0w she says " i d0n't think i want y0u t0 play basketball. d0 y0u kn0w what my neighb0urs used t0 think when girls played basketball in the past? the will think that the girls are gangsters " please lahs..st0p being so "aunty" g0ing t0 the subaru car challenge and making s0o0 much n0ise there as if y0u had just came fr0m the c0untry side. acting like a c0untry bumpkin. she is just an 0ld fashi0ned aunty thinking that she's really fashi0nable. she just thinks to0o highly 0f herself. great. n0w i can't play basketball and she w0n't let me g0 0ut. i['m just c00ped up in my h0use al0ne.

` -- life is n0rt a life if there is n0 dream in life. life with0ut y0u w0uld pr0brably be much better t0o ___ **

___ x . what kind 0f sickening life is this?! whats the meaning 0f my life ++ ihatey0uu . x ___

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:34 PM

b0red at h0me
3:27 PM
its so0o0 b0ring at h0me. tish i c0uld g0 out. but yups. tis h0liday is indeed al0t better than all the 0thers. i've g0rt pretty much freed0m. aand i've been able t0 g0 out f0r a few tymes. its s0o0o great to have freed0m. yups. s0 w0ke up at 12pm. then came 0nline to chat with my friends. n0w, i'm currently chatting t0 my k0r and di [ l0ewe aand alex respectively ]. haha.. k0r.. faster "zhui da0" my da sa0 kk? i wait f0r my da sa0 wait f0r very l0ng lia0 nehs. hehes. then my this di.. cute cute de. very mischiev0us. hmms.. my other ba0 bei didi [alan] n0rt online. he tis 0ne very "guai" de. yup.. treat his jie very g00d. haish.. miss all my friends a wh0le l0rt. hahas.. *peng* my didi angry ler.. l0l. so cute de he.. okays.. so anyways. just changed my blog skin. this is really kewl and yup nice. just added music to my bl0g t00. h0pe y0uu guys will like it. f0r th0se wh0 d0n't kn0w what s0ng [ h0wever, i d0ubt s0 ] its she will be l0ved by mar00n 5 f0r y0ur inf0 if y0u'd like t0 kn0w. so yups. i'll st0p here f0r n0w i guess

` -- [ 29o2o4 [ 29february2oo4 ] ~ 161oo4 [ 16octobero4 ] ++ iluby0uu ][ ` 25o days ] ____ **

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:27 PM

somee horriblee day iit is..
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
4:42 PM
oh greaat. wokee up latee iin thee morning aand was slightly latee forr nyaa. luckily forr miee, wheen i reacheed thee school gate, mr san haad just camee ooutaa thee office.. walkiing to go to thee paradee squaree forr ourr nyaa. so i quickly rushed aand phew.. * wipes sweaat * mr san was iin a greaat mood. aannd he dropped hiis thiings [somee cds i guess] aand was stoopiing overr to pick up. when he saw me behiind hiim. zfor a moment i thought he was gonna catch miee forr socks agaiin. fortunately, he joked around wiith miee sayiing somethiin i couldn't make out.. aand he followeed by laughiing at hiis oown "joke" okay.. so my leg was injured. aannd i haad difficulties doiin my warm upp aand playiing basketball. so.. afterr the teacherss took attendance, we stood up to do ourr warm up.. wheen i sortta wobbled as i stood up.. my legs were so0o0 wobbly thaat they sortta "gave way" aand luckily wee ning caught hold oof miee froom behiind. -ouch- that realliee hurts. okays. so we were made to do jumping jacks aas i hopped oon onee foot. whas... pain paiin. ya lorss.. so afterr that.. -fast foward- it waas breaak. aannd i diin't havee my watch wiith me. so we followed the canteen clock. god noees. the canteen clock was spoilt. oh great. so we were pretty late. aand was punished by that.. arghh.. mr quek. he made us do push ups.. and mind you not just one or two.. thirty. so i told him my leg was injured. aand he asked miee to do sit ups.. that was worst. how possibly can i sit when my knee joint is injured?! so i told hiim i caan't sit. so he wanted 3o jumpin jacks *ahem* jumpin jacks.. when leg is injured. so i told hiim i couldn't do thaat. aannd he askeed for 3o shoots. okay. so i agreed to that... just when i was doiin the 2nd shoot, he called miee over aand er.. talked to miee.. yupps. so after thaat speech mr quek gave, he wanted us to play a match. okay.. that turned out pretty well aand yups. my team won.. so i reached home blah blah. aand at arouund 1+ i brought miee bro to meet jeff aand loewe. then we went to the basketball court lors. yups. play play a while then hais.. pissed by miee bro then he wanted to go home.. now just reached home lorss.. aiyas.. its a vverry loong entry ler.. i stop heree liaoss

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

4:42 PM

haish...
Monday, November 01, 2004
3:09 PM
haish.. the skewl holidayss aree heree.. realliee miss miee frieends badly although i saw em just now, duriing nyaa. realliee miss the wholee bunch oof cheecky, mischevious aand playful 1/5. i know its the end of the yearr.. but i just cant accept the fact that i'm going to sec 2.. in the twinkling of an eye i'm turnin sec 2. seems likee everyonee's happiee iits skewl holidays except miee. i doon't want to go to sec 2. i prefer secondariee 1.. probrably due to the attention.. there's more in sec 1 than iin sec 2. haish.. i doon't deny the fact thaat i lurvee attention. but.. its just sortta natural everyone wnats attention. realliee wanna stay in sec 1.. too bad i cant

hais.. anyways.. today ish nyaa.. first lesson. okay.. so gort posted to basketball. oh great. how the hell am i supposed to play basketball? the question is can i even shoot properly.. after playiing fer an hour or so i was totally shacked.. veryy tired. wahs. today, quite fortunate bahs.. walked near mr san next to hiim in front of hiim.. he alsoo neverr catch. cause i madee suree miee socks were above ankle.. so he did not catch me or whatsoever *phew* hope he'll stop catchiing miee ler.. i'm realliee sick aand tired oof hiding froom em wheneverr i see them. i've had enough oof all thiis crap. all i want is to complete miee secondariee skewl and get into junior college oor polytechnic hais.. iif oonly tiime could stop at secondariee 1.. realliee lurvee miee frieends aand pals oof thiis skewl. but.. just afraid that when the new secondariee 1 come next year, i'll be so "out of place" they'll only start to care ferr the sec 1 aand givee them all theiir attention. just cant bring myself to thaat thought. i dunnoo. there's nothiin i can do..

laterr goiing to watch the gala premiere oof ab-normal beaut. its a ghost show. i'm definetly going to be freaked out.. gort along joyna, danieel aand aaron to watch this show.. annd. gonna meet em first.. cant waiit till 4. yup.. another30 minutes. actually wanted to call one of miee other friend along.. too bad.. he's sick.. fever since friday.. hais.. so sad.. hope he'll get well realliee soon.. miss talking to hiim ler..

waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought.. useless and impossible.. [[ ilubyou ++ 16 octoberr 2oo4 ]]

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:09 PM


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