RELINK! (:

trallal~

Saturday, April 30, 2005

1:25 AM

haha

everything's settled (=

happy!!

yeah, somehow i can't tag at your blog

anyways, what the apology for?

you've done nothing wrong

hhhah. i think i owe you an apology too

yvonne, i'm SORRY!! (=

yeah. its sortta cool to have someone with so many similar points and different at the same time

its so coincidental. LOL

anyways, take care gal.

all the best for your exams

loveYOUloads` DARLING!!

hahha (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
1:25 AM

get this straight-

12:05 AM

okays

i know its my second post of the day

but, i TOO want to set things straight

seriously, i mean i'll just stop labelling you as HER. i'll just put your name

i'm sure others know who we refer to anyways

okay, firstly. yvonne

dear girl

please do note that. it IS a pure coincidence

about the breakaway thingy. i didnt EVEN know that you were using it

i mean, i just used it cause. i loved that song

and if its offended you in anyways, i'm sorry

secondly, how could you, it my brother's suggestion

maybe you won't believe this. but i'll always ask my brother to choose between a few choices of songs

before i actually change my blog song

i mean, you really may think its all lies. but its the truth

anyways, the song almost here. its like

i used to idolize him (brian mcfadden), when he was in westlife

and i heard his song on the radio. and i'm so into it. i didnt know about you using it too

and honestly, i wanted to use almost as my blog music

but i didn't because you used it already

anyways, girl. get it right

i know you dislike me

but i've NEVER disliked you

again, you may not believe this. but seriously

i have never disliked you

and i'm aware of your efforts. i am

furthermore, i've always thought that you ARE beautiful

seriously, i have. i ever mentioned this to a few of my friends

anyways, it doesnt really matter. i dont really expect us to turn into great great friends

but, lets just stop this "cold" war thing?

i mean, aren't you tired of this?

umms

Friday, April 29, 2005

3:36 PM

hmms, too lazy to post lars

many things happened during the past few days

but you know what? i'm feeling better

there's nothing i have to hide

i mean. not that i've done anything wrong

but as in, things to hide from my parents?

guess so. i wont elaborate much on it

whats over is over (=

anyways, exams have started yesterday

started with CME

pretty easy. not as hard as i thought. worried for nothing

english and chinese paper 1 today

chinese was pretty well done at least to me

i mean, i can do better. but i'll stop harping on whats done

no use crying over spilt milk

as for english, damn. badly done. reckon that i'll do below standard

yeah. wasnt as well as i thought it would be

anyways, i'd probably be changing my blog music

probably to mcfly's itsALLaboutYOU or mario's howCOULDyou

addicted to these two songs

okay. things are improving

i mean. i stopped going to her blog sometime back

whats the point? its HER blog. she blogs what she wants

and whatever she says. wont bother or affect me

neither will it change the fact

i've straightened things out =D

mood swings-

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

6:15 PM

argh!

mood swings

hate it

i'm like having severe mood swings

(tsktsk, you get what i mean. don't you?)

so people, please bear with me

pardon me if i ever blow my top at you for no good reason

please forgive me

and in case i have done so, its happened so many times i mean

do put it behind you alrights?

i seriously, cant control my temper

and i know its fiery

so, sorry guys if i've ever done so

dont bear a grudge on me yes? i dont mean it (=

umms. today was an average day over all

got caught in the morning for socks by phyllis tan

had no common test =D

but exams are round da corner =(

have not revised throuogh any subjects yet, when exam starts this thursday!

shucks

so anyways, had assembly

delayed for quite a while

ong took so long to talk to us about discipline

when he said he'll only take 5 minutes

bad sense of timing =)

friends forever (=

Monday, April 25, 2005

6:15 PM

wahahahahahas

damn happy!

super-duper "high" today

lol. everything's settled

not between HER and ME

but wee ning and me

yea. i knew bout it

she backstabbed me

but she apologised. she already has

and i dont blame her

i love her loads, i still do

not love as in THAT love

but love as in between friends

in that sisterly-manner

i love you gal!

don't feel bad, or guilty

i don't blame you

and we're gonna be back to the normal US

as in, we're gonna hang out together during recess and stuffs

okays. gotta go. in a hurry

haha. lol. wee ning darlheeng,

friends forever` you me, joyna and hui ping (=

somehow..

Sunday, April 24, 2005

9:38 PM

okays. so things aren't really going as well as i THOUGHT

but well, so be it

i mean. i dont really hate her

i've never, in fact

from the very beginning

that was why, i took the initiative to try clearing up the misunderstandings between us

i guess i cant say she didnt

i THINK she did try

i mean, the time when she talked to me in the toilet

yes, i know

its just a short chat

but, at least we did try talking to each other

things went fine for the both of us, until

until.. he was involved

yes. its him

but it wasn't his fault

its just us

anyways, thanks chang yong for trying to clear the air between us

just that, it didn't turn out so well

maybe someone's trying to you know, make it worse or what

but. we dont know who's telling the truth

okay fine. lets just forget it

i'm sick and tired of these

LOLxified-

12:37 AM

LOLxified

tution was like

a hell load of fun

one lollipop` shared among the 5 of us

adrian, yap yu zhi (yyz), xiao xuan, alex and me

lol. first, adrian bought the lolli

lol. then i snatched it over

and then the guys dared me to eat it

so fine. i ate it

then i passed it to yyz and he ate it

haha. then i took it and passed to xx

and she ate it, followed by alex, then back to me

heh. friends FOREVER (=

love you guys

smooches and huggs

SILVER-

Thursday, April 21, 2005

4:49 PM

got the results back yesterday at 5+

joyna called to tell me that we got a SILVER for SYF!

gosh!

damn happy. was like going around saying silver silver silver

heh. BIG smiles

our hard work paid off

despite eabian playing s0o0o0o softly for the symbols; conductor dropping his conductor stick

we still had a silver

God was was on our side (=

thank you!! although we DID work hard for syf too

LOL

on cloud nine

heh. SILVER

prcs\ chineseORCHESTRA` iLOVEyouGUYS!!

smooches..

anyways, really happy today

things have changed for the better

terence is now my daddy once more

heh. glad to have my dad back

daddy arhs; love you loads

yahs

so well, ks went for the firing thingy; ncc stuffs

so he got weiji to send me back

lol. walked with em

a whole group of playful guys

consisting of my BABY christian XD, jonan, jing yuan, hafiz and THAT sotong

lol. ya lors

so. i'll be back some other time

SILVEEERRRR~

joan arhs. dont think too much lers

she's done this before anyways, haven't she?

ignore her

and gerald, thanks for your gift you got from japan

heh. love it loads

thanks

SYF!

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

4:18 PM

okays. i'm back to blog again

(charis you'll be happy huhs? LOL)

anyways, been busy in the morning

just back from our SYF-central judging

skipped all lessons

yes. saw SAC's CO

saw melody, michelle, cassie and MANY MANY MORE!!

gosh!

miss em loads

yea. they all look so different with the make-up on

beautiful-er, cuter, sweeter..

so well, went in to the concert hall

with make-up, co costume (yes, don't remind me on how cheena i look in it)

and not forgetting, my cello

saw the sac gals in there

heard someone whispering eh.. christine. there. LOL

most likely to be mel sweetie

so went up the stage

and saw mel sitting downstage

happy to see them

reaaly

yar. so i'm damn tired

need my beauty sleep

oh yes, before i go

thank you CHRISTIAN baby. LOL

he helped kept my lip-gloss, mirror and comb in his pocket all the while

i wasn't supposed to bring a bag, you see. heh

scAr-

Friday, April 15, 2005

3:52 PM

okay

its friday again

people who have asked what happened on monday;

thanks guys

i know you're concern

but i'm alright now

i really am

so stop worrying

and i AM grateful to all of you

i love you guys!!

okays. yar

everything's alright now

so anyway, months back,

sometimes in february i guess

i carved two letters on my hand

it was OUR initials

yes. silly me

it was fading. but it was ALREADY a scar

it will never go away; maybe it will. but i don't know

so. recently, on monday

i was kinda bored

during d and t test

so i went over it again

i know i shouldn't have done this

but its already done

HE saw it

and obviously, he wasnt really pleased

and to tell the truth

it hurts

as in. the scar. yes it does

initially it didn't. i mean when i was carving

but after a while. its DAMN pain

but forget it, the harms already done

isn't it?

bad

Monday, April 11, 2005

6:16 PM

bad day

thats all i can say

tears and all

bad

everything's SO not right

couldn't stop crying

bad, bad, BAD

i HATE myself

yes, i do

everything's just gone wrong

don't ask why

don't wanna talk bout it

lastly,

i'm NOT okay

NOT OKAY

new blogskin (=

Sunday, April 10, 2005

11:26 AM

okay

i've changed my template

decide to use those from blogskins

faster and easier

more convenient too

too busy to continue making blogskins

so, yes

take your time to enjoy, i guess (=

my phone!!! )=

Friday, April 01, 2005

5:50 PM

been quite some time since i last blogged

life's pretty much the same

still in a big mess

everything's screwed up

damn

promised my mom to stay away from the computer during weekdays

i'm a good girl (=

have been painting the classroom for whole week

and we've only completed part of the painting

wasn't as fun as we thought though

stayed back till 5.30 everyday just to complete the painting

sheesh

tired

wish i could sleep more everyday

umms, what can i say?

many things have happened for the past few days

and i mean it when i say MANY

practically too many for me to type it out

so well

my phoneS are confiscated

anyways, i've changed my number. but didn't have the time to inform everyone

so i'm coping with 2 phones

and they're currently with my mom

screw her

life's been really tough without my phone

and she read ALL my messages

tsktsk!!

so pissed

how could she

i mean its INVADING of other's privacy you know?

i'm pretty sure you do anyways

but SHE don't

ill-manered lady

gosh!

anyways, DON'T SMS ME FOR THE TIME BEING!!

if you guys do that, i owe you BIG TIME

really don't know what to say but, well

annonymous, there's nothing i can do if you dislike me.

and seriously, i don't care bout what you tag in my blog

it really doesnt matter

but since that you've mentioned

i'd like to thank you instead,

for letting me know where my fault lies in

and i'll TRY to be a better person

i may not meet your expectations but, i'll try

no one is perfect, so thanks for telling me

but, i'd firstly like to know.

if you have ever spoken to me before, do you know me rather

cause. if you don't, please. stop judging someone by his/her looks

i believe you've heard of a phrase "dont judge a book by its cover "

likewise, it applies the same to this situation (=

and thanks adelyn love ya loads girl!

gerald and gabriel KOR,

thanks for standing up for me.

but seriously, don't get too worked up cause of this

i really don't take what she say to heart

thanks anyways and LOVE YOU GUYS!!

-smooches-

take care ya?

god bless