Tuesday, May 31, 2005
11:41 PM
Bowling For Soup - 1985
Woohoohoo
Woohoohoo

Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plan?
She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake's car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright since

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with
19, 19, 1985

Woohoohoo
(1985)
Woohoohoo

She's seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo's Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Bizkit fan
thought she'd get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who's the other guy that's singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio was)

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with
19, 19, 1985

Woohoohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crew become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop
Stop!
And bring back

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with
1985

Woohoohoo

Bruce Springstein, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV (woohoohoo)
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she's uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with
19, 19, 1985
okay. practically, i looovveeee that song.
woohoo x))
sheesh, something's wrong.
anyways, thanks for your concern guys.
i am NOT angry with them (my parents). not anymore.
daddy's got a promotion to full manager anyways.
yups, he said thats the highest he could go. and its enough.
well, its up to him. i really got no say in this though.
so yes, thats all.
i'm still preoccupied with 19, 19, 1985

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:41 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005
9:24 PM
okay.
so, my dad's back from copenhagen (denmark)
and we've just came back from the airport.
my, oh so wonderful, lovely mom told him EEEVVEERRRYYYYTTHHIIINNNNGGG
everything bout the ptm
(i've expected her to complain to her little darling though. so NOT suprising)
argued with her once again, didn't i tell you.
she doesn't. wait a minute. she NEVER listens to me - even though i'm her "daughter" or am i not?
sheesh!
nevermind that, whether she is or not my mom.
and i THOUGHT my dad was the most understanding of all in the family
he proved me SOOOO wrong.
he just cared bout "face" or what you call, his ego.
when my mom walked away, i TRIED to explain things to him.
and he went. she's your mom. don't say that. (loudly) then he lowered his voice. and said. aunties and uncles are looking.
okay, so maybe i've lost control of myself and started badmouthing her.
and maybe i was a little too loud too.
but heylos?!! whats the point of saying that with your eyes squinting around looking at the others.
its stupid.
oh yes, he ended off his "speech" by saying i was a gangster.
so maybe you'd like to know what my answer was.
"gangster lah. so what?!"
but obviously, i'm not one. like, duh!
honestly dad. i don't think you'd like a "gangster" as your daughter.
and let me say this. neither do i like a coward/a "man" (if you still consider yourself as one) who is afraid of his wife as a dad either.
i know i'm very very VERY rude by saying this. but sorry, its just too bad.
okay, i know in my previous post, i said this.
.... parenT. note that i didnt add the "s" cause my dad's okay. (something similar)
but now, i'll take that back.
stoopid teachers, stoopid parentS.
and yes, i hate my parentS.
now guys. note the "s" behind.
yes. take note (=
P.S i'm am very angry with the two of them. vvvveeeerrryyyy
and to qian, rache jie, des jie, shaun and etc. i WON'T cut! you have my word guys. i really WON'T. i SWEARR!!

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

9:24 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005
10:26 PM
its been a loong loong day today
and it isn't good. let me tell you that
it wasn't good. NOT AT ALL.
okay. first. i got so mad for no particular reason.
started venting my fustrations by punching weiji. sorry darling. didn't mean it.
next, i did something really stupid. don't know why i did so either.
i punched the wall x)) SOLID wall.
argghh.. now my knuckles are like, blue-black.
not exaggerating. pure truth.
okay. so forget it. today's PTM
didn't i SWEAR, she's up to NO good?
okay wait. both HER and HIM
my mom, and quek respectively.
GOSH!
he told her everything. from me chit-chatting away in class, all the way to me, always getting into trouble with the teachers.
please lah!
my mom was listening real hard. promised him to do something bout my socks. -.-
worse of all, razak overheard what quek was saying
and came over and joined in the "fun" - yes. fun to them. but NOT to me
damn! he started nagging bout my fringe. socks and fingernails.
getta life! 3 of you.
whats up with all these stuffs?
sheesh!
stoopid teachers, stoopid parent.
note, i said parenT. no "s".
my dad's okay. just that he'll nag.
i mean, you really can't JUST listen to the teachers. you know?
you've really gotta listen to what i've got to say.
i'm your daughter (though i don't really like admiting this)! for heaven's sake.
who IS your daughter now?
i knew from the beginning.
they weren't going to let me off.
i knew it. didn't i?
gosh. quek, you really SHOULD have kept your mouth shut. SHUT!
stop "quacking", cause you don't know how much shit you've gotten me into because of what you said.
go to hell. both of you
okay, really feel like cutting.
god, WHERE'S MY PENKNIFE?!!

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:26 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
3:52 PM
okays, i'm blogging again.
charis! does this satisfy you now? LOL
kidding. i'm blogging on my own accord
so, had napfa today.
lol. passed all except standing broad jump.
suddenly felt so heavy when mr san was beside me.
so. yea. its okay. don't really expect to pass actually.
so, while doing pull ups. i was actually busy covering the cuts on my hand
they were pretty obvious. reddish, and visible
umm, wore atiqah's watch to cover most of the cuts.
thank god, the teachers didn't find out.
really can't imagine what will be the consequences of them knowing.
okay, i really really won't cut anymore.
really really won't. promise.
so, tomorrow's ptm (parent-teacher meeting)
a lil' worried.
afraid that mr quek would be telling mom that i'm always getting caught for ankle socks.
(mommy thinks i'm a good girl in school)
well, not that i'm not. i consider myself a good girl actually. but,
she doesnt know i'm always getting into trouble, be it socks, hair or even, showing attitude.
not to all teachers. but those i detest
especially HER
yes. otherwise, i think i treat the others fairly well

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:52 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005
11:46 PM
ahahhaa.
mommy and daddy are back together (=
yeah. finally
happy family ayes?
not exactly happy but at lease daddy's living with us
oh, and i've got permission to stay over at our class chalet!!
provided, there's still space for chalet lahs
=D happy
sheesh. i'm influenced by SHAUN!!
that sweetie. he's so nice
hahaha. shaun! love ya loads!!!
okay, so he's taught me to be optimistic (at least alot more optimistic)
wahahahahs
kays. i'm not reffering to shaun from 2.8
but shaun from sji. tution mate.
he's a nice guy. really nice
you rawk my world (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:46 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005
4:22 PM
oh yes, before i forget.
weeks ago, i was informed by my modelling agency; impacts
that there was a job for me. LOL
turned out to be filming kids central's tv series, or whatever its called
yes, but it would take up the WHOLE of my june hols, besides, if i was interested i had to go for the auditions too.
well, the normal auditions that i've been going years back.
thinking bout it, i've stopped taking up jobs for quite some time
oh well, turned it down anyways, cause i still had to return to school for compulsory supplemetary lessons.
so, yeah.
other than this. my mom informed me that, there was another 3-day job for me
its a live-modelling thingy
held in the expo, to model for some telecom company or something like that
yes, lol. this time, my mom and i decided i should give it a miss
i don't really want to be dressed in some skimpy clothings
i'm still VERY conservative you know?
well, at least to me (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

4:22 PM

3:53 PM
wakakkaks
got back my maths, geography and chinese paper today
umm, maths. i failed again.
expected though.
just a little disppointed
but i did improve though. i did.
i passed chinese
but the marks weren't satisfying
not at all
and the only one which satisfied me was geography
suprisingly.
all i asked for was a pass, considering my horrible grades for geog all along
i mean, geog's my worst sub and i always fail with a 36 or so
hmms, i really studied hard for geog though
i scored a score of 70.5/100 (=
A2. happy, VERY happy
i really just wanted to pass. a JUST pass would be good enough
mrs tan!! i didn't disappoint you.
i didnt (=
i'm really beginning to LOVE geog
so, i've deproved in science and d&t
sheesh, sorry mrs neo =X
as for d&t, i dont care. i'm not going to ever take up d&t
not for me

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:53 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
5:16 PM
Mmms, we got our mid year results back
sheesh
flunked science and d&t, for now
will be getting more papers back tomorrow
and i really dread thinking of what results i'd be getting
darn.
i was still thinking of keeping this from my mom, until i have to let her sign thepapers
but over the phone just now, she just asked how were my results
geez, how'd she know? i'm not sure either
she's not pleased with my results, as expected
she's never pleased
arghh..
i've stopped cutting (=
but i was playing with the blade during d&t
for some reason, i just slide the blade across my finger
don't ask me why i did that. i don't know either
then there was this pain, really pain
and i started the freak out when i saw bood flowing out
weird isn't it? i've been cutting, so used to seeing blood but freak out now.
maybe cause it really hurts
so it bled, quite alot
the cut was quite deep. i exerted quite alot of strength
joyna, hui ping and me were making a big fuss out of this
while wee ning just starred blurly - that sotong queen
wahahahahs
asked around for plaster, qian thought i cut again.
lols. we made so much noise that mr low asked what was wrong
ahaha. then hui ping just said i needed a plaster.
LOL, sheesh
okay. so i've returned HIM#2 the necklace
finally. mich was asking why i don't want to keep it
but, whats the point of keeping it?
i CAN buy it on my own if i want one you know?
i mean, i don't want to like him for his gifts.
well, its all in the past

oh yes.
that silly boy's ranked 15 position among the secondary 2 express classes
for his english
i shant reveal his marks, in case he doesnt like it. hahas.
expected that he'll do well for his english.
he's a smart boy (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:16 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005
7:22 PM
no school today (=
look at the avatar with my name in orange?
hehs. avatar done by rachie jie!!
thanks. love ya loads
so nice..
love you to bitx!
mwaHies~
jie mei forever kays? (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

7:22 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005
11:17 PM
Mmms, its 11.17pm
yeas! tomorrow no school (=
gonna sleep till as late as i want
no one's going to stop me
hmms, i've straightened out my thoughts
but desiree jie!! what bout you?
stop cutting, i'm really worried bout you
i'm sure yvonne is too.
please please please stop it.
your just hurting yourself
and it pains us to see you like this too
jie arh, think it over. is it really worth it?
torturing yourself like this just because of HIM?!!
there are many other better guys out there waiting or you
really.
i know you want to cry. let it out girl,
you'll feel better. trust me
i don't know what to say, cause its really hard to say anything cause i'm not you
but, i was ONCE in your position too.
i know how you feel.
take cares, all the best
remember, try to forget him, i'll do you good if you manage to
mei loves you (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:17 PM

2:38 PM
ahaahah. changed my blog music to my boo - usher feat. alicia keys instead
sheesh, i love this song (=
you'llALWAYSbemyMYBOO\ iloveoyu

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

2:38 PM

10:59 AM
exams are over (=
have not been getting a good sleep.
especially when so many tihngs have happened
well, whats done is done
whats over is past
all i want to is for good results and for everyone to be happy now
yes yes. especially HIM, mypervetedDARLINGboy (=
i love you
and yes, i've promised him to stop cutting
trying hard to, but its pretty tough though
lets just say, i WILL stop cutting. for him =D

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:59 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005
2:35 PM
lets just put it this way
i love my monkey
full stop. the end

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

2:35 PM

2:03 PM
okay, i've straightened my thoughts out
nothing to be sad of
i've got nothing to lose
cause i'm returning to him
he's the only one who can give me happiness
HE #2, will only remain as my kor, present and future
i'm okay, don't worry guys.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

2:03 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005
7:48 PM
i don't want to look back on the past
i don't want to keep thinking
i don't want to carry on finding our the truth
cause, it'll only hurt even more
i don't want to know any further
i've learnt one thing
the more i know
the worse it gets..
i've had enough

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

7:48 PM

6:31 PM
wow.. you even piggy backed her
amazing

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:31 PM

6:06 PM
your a big fat liar
you could actually went out to enjoy yourself the whole day, with your so called gang
bet you had a great time
let see, while you were enjoying yourself, i was at home
feeling miserable and down, crying my hear out,
t while you were having a great time at tampines mall
sheesh. so wonderful aye?
you and your empty promises
what'd you promise me in the past?
you wouldn't hurt me once again- but you did though
forget it. what else did you promise me?
yes yes, not to let any girls to go to your house again
BUT, who did you let in huhs?
nevermind that
you, told THEM..
1. you given up on me
2. feelings are fading
3. got over me
and then, interrogate me if i still like HIM, mind you
interrogate. yes.
your pushing the blame on me? aren't you
all you care about is what others say
your such an.. ass
sorry but i've to say this
you can do this time and again
lets just say, this will be the last time
go on, tell your GANG that you dumped me
oh wait, we werent even together in the first place
okay so let em know that you given up on me?
whatever it is. i don't care
neither do i need to know
anything bout you doesnt concern me
i wont interfere either
goodbye.
oh yes, before i forget
i'll give you my blessings too, like how you wish US all the best
alrights. bye KOR
i WASH my hands OFF you\ #60 i'mNOTokay`

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:06 PM

mad at YOU
10:32 AM
lets see
not really a great day yesterday
yes
and, i'm still very angry with HIM for what he said
or what he's done rather
but, okay fine
this will be the last time
your 4th and last time to do this to me
there wont be a 5th chance. never again

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:32 AM

1:16 AM
d & t is finally over
basically, major exams are over
can slack a lil now
had tution
silly boy qy, qiyang wanted to change shoe with me
and he was like showing off in MY pink sneakers
he kept saying he looks good in it
vainpot x))
hahah. honesty, i'm not in a good mood
just cried. but
i don't want to be sad
i can be happy and i will
#60\ i'mNOTokay

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

1:16 AM

exams.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
12:46 PM
had maths paper today
oh yes. and chinese paper 2
quite diffcult, both of it
really tough. i THINK i'll flunk my maths again
sheesh!
anyways, joyna!!!
she bought a pen knife
yan they all also got buy
Mmms. joyna lent me the penknife when we reached the class
just before exams
she said it was sharp and NOT painful when cutting
so okay. i tried, slashed one line across the wrist
thought it would hurt
fortunately, it didnt. but it bled, quite alot though
strange.
and yah, yesterday cut again using the blade
and only after i cut, i found that the blade was RUSTY!!!
gosh. didnt check -.-
so yah, i think i cut onto my vein. along my vein, rather
no feeling lahs. but my hand went numb yesterday
couldn't move up and down
LOL
so farnie. like robot =X
kays. so i know ks's angry with me cause i snatched mich's penknife before i went home
and i refused to retrurn
sorry mich, and ks. cant help it
i guess, i'm addicted to cutting
thats bad but, its just too bad
exam stress\ mugging hard )=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

12:46 PM

broken promises
Monday, May 09, 2005
6:21 PM
okay. promises are broken
i'm so sorry
i SHOULD have honored my word
but i went against it
i cut myself again. i'm so sorry
sorry, jies, meis, kors and all those woho care for me
i know you guys care. but i can't help it. forgive me
i dont want to make any more promises that i wont cut
cause i don't want to end up breaking them and end up being called a liar
i don't want to cut too. but i can't control myself
please please please forgive me alrightsy?
all i can say is i'll TRY to stop
but seriously, no promises
forgive me..
#41 cuts\ beautiful lines
DARLING, you ought to know that i'm into you (= i'mNOTokay\ #41 *iHEARTyou <3

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:21 PM

ironic
Saturday, May 07, 2005
11:14 PM
whats wrong
haven't i warned you to becareful?
why'd you leave it in your pocket?
damnYOU
whats gotten into you?!
she's serious this time round
don't you get it?
can't you just. stop it for the sake of nig and me?
adults. typical adults.
divorce seems so.. common.
do you guys really take marriage as a game?
you are childish!
you two. screw YOU!!
to hell with you
mommy daddy. get back together, for goodness sake
forgive and forget.
iHATEyou. BOTH of you
get THAT straight

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:14 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005
10:54 PM
friday!!
stay back in school today
hung out with yan, mich, joyna, ning, and pals
pretty well. not a bad day afterall
sick. down with bad flu, cough and sore throat
accompanied with a lil slight fever, to do the finishing touch
i'm sick! (=
LOL
whats gotten into me man
ahha
had tution today anyways, qi yang was so bloody freaked out
he went "christine! you cut your hand?"
lol. then that silly boy. was like acting gay lah. farnni
anyways, went to mcdonalds at suntec
was sitting in front of the counter alon, waiting for my mom to complete her office work
when suddenly, a gal. working in mcdonalds came up to me with a napkin
on the napkin were numbers along with a guy's name
she went "my friend wants to know you. make friends (with a really sly grin) you know? this is his number."
okays. so.. i was laughing damn hard
couldnt stop laughing and smiling
it was so0o0o0o shocking and suprising
if its outside, okay. i'm not SO suprised
but someone who works in mcdonalds?
first experience eh. oogling at gal's while working?
naughty arh! LOL

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:54 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
3:45 PM
Mmms
tuesday today. had no CCA today
joyna!! silly girl
why did you cut yourself???
mummy's really worried bout you, ya know?
okays. honestly, i'm in no position to comment on her
i myself cut my hand too
28 lines, including some small and short cuts
ya. joyna and me were both cutting ourselves during lessons
hmms, know its wrong to do so lars
but, cant help it
family problems and stuffs. okays, you guys wont understand (=
so, anyways. it really hurts
before i went for art lessons, ks saw my hand's cut at the staircase
he purposely go touch it
wanted me to know that it hurts and so that, i won't cut again in future
hmms, i know you care for me lars. but dont need to touch right?
besides, the wound was bleeding
really hurts alot
couldn't bear the pain and cried =X
not the dramatic kind but just shed tears
really painful
promised wee ning and hui ping that i wont do it again
gals, don't worry bout me kays
i'll be alright (=
love ya loads. mwAHmwaH~

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:45 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005
12:49 AM
yvonneDARLING
rawk on gal
i'm beginning to miss you x)
ahahha. okays, yeah
anyways, alan!! why did you only tell me this now?
daughter. what WAS keeping you?
why didn't you let me know?
why were all of you keeping me in the dark?
howCOULDyou.
has jealousy taken over you mind?
whatsWRONGwithYOU?!
know what?
i sorrta.. i mean. i'm sorry but..
iHATEyou!!
what were you thinking?
whats gotten into you?
DAMNit\ damnYOU

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

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