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Sunday, October 30, 2005

3:54 PM

i'm back. from wisma. with my fugly stingy mother.

she spents 60 over on my brother and she is unwilling to spend like, 30 on ME?! i was totally fucked up there. pissed and irritated. i'm no alking to her for the next few days, like i really care. >.<

she wasted 1 hour of my god damn precious time. she offed her phone, refused to answer my dad's calls (like, hwo is she even to answer when she off-ed it)

i'd better stop here, to refrain myself from posting anymore vulgularities and rubbish. i love you, you and you (:

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
3:54 PM

Saturday, October 29, 2005

9:56 PM

its my second post of the day. i know, i know. but i can't help blogging.

i just had my hair cut.still the same hairstyle, but just 3 inches shorter. so not much of a difference overall, the guy who was washing my hair was like rattling on and on. he asked if i had a boyfriend and asked why didn't i have one, and later he asked if i was allowed to go out and stuffs. oh and before i left while i said goodbye to Irene (auntie) he was like, smiling and mouthing to words bye.

still there was this better guy. in terms of looks, character. i guess, he's better? not that i really knew him. at least he sued warm water instead of cold water to rinse my hair especialyl since the shop was cold enough, and he was really gentle in whatever he did. and very carefull. not that he's gay or anything. can tell he's MAN (: but, gentle as in, the other kind of gentle. he's nice and he keeps smiling. he seems kinda shy, really cute. he was actually blowing dry my hair when he had to go somewhere he told me to give him a sec, i said okay.

i dont know what happened but the guy took over again. the firt guy, ya. i was like, "uh-oh, okayy?" then when that guy, the better guy was back he seemed taken aback, and then he looked into the mirror and went "oh.." and gave a smile, the kinda suprised, shocked, and many many mixed emotions. but its a smile i'd give when i am disappointed. yea, so i was totally, like "shoot!" and smiled, the kinda disappointed, funny, amazed smile too.

before i left the shop, the better guy was attending to someone else and since i was with my mom, he just mouthed the words bye and i mouthed back. haha, i'm succha friendly person, what'd you think?

I Wish You'd Make This All Right, Now.

4:25 PM

so i managed to meet up with Bryan, Small Fat, Red Red, Alex, Camille, Venelyn, and i made friends with two more people; Ivan, and Coco =D you guys rock.

it was a long tiring day yesterday. However, as expected, i had lots of fun. sadly, Hanrey wasn't there due to unforseen circumstances. why do i make it sound so seroius whne it isn't? it really isn't THAT serious. still, its a sad matter. cheer up, guy.

i had to leave school early in order to reach kranji primary school in time. we spent the whole day repeating the same thing. but, most of the time were spent talking and playing. everything ended at about close to 7pm and i had tuition at 8pm. so, we went to Suntec for dinner and from there i met up with my family members and continued to go for tuition. i was tired, i still am. cause i'm just home from shopping. oh, and i was late for tuition and qiyang had to rub it in. as usual he shouted "BIG SHOT!" from his seat.

not only was yesterday the last day of the whole "thing" which is not to be revealed, it was also the last day of school. probably, last day of school wasn't as sad as i pictured it to be. it was not so dramatic either, but, we spent our last few minutes together cleaning up the class room, and making a din. it sure was memorable, nevertheless. i miss 2.5 )=

i wish we had treasured our years together more. instead of just repeating i love 2.5, i miss 2.5, 2.5 rocks. i wished we had more class gatherings. and SOME people, i said some. would show more enthusiasm in our class activities. instead, of just complaining that you have got no money.

and lastly, i WISHED. joyna did spent her last week of schools together with 2.5 in which apparently she didn't. weening was bad either, but at least she came for the last day of school. does joyna even cared that we are all going to be splitted up? i wonders. i know she'd say, "theres still the class chalet?" but will everyone be there? will it still be the same? sweetie, you know very well. the answer is "no".

"I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU. WHERE ARE YOU?"

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

5:37 PM

so i didn't attend school today. WOW WOW. i received a call yesterday, from them. so didnt attend. ya, i agreed cause the first thought that came to my mind was, no need to perform tomorrow. cause i was supposed to perform together wiht the chinese orchestra today, and i didnt like that thought of that. i often had this "flashback" that i'd trip and fall on the stairs in front of the whole school if i were to carry the cello up the stairs.

despite the long and tiring hours, i had my share of fun today. all of them were so.. sporty and playful. and i got to know a new bunch of friends. Bryan (who started asking for my number), Alex (who assisted Bryan), Hanrey (who sat down and talk to me, and then asked for my number, LOL), then there's small fat, red red (toro look-a-like), and etc.

Shaun Lee is HOT, no kidding. he's much better looking than joshua in fact, cause he's matured now. he doesn't look his age, still. he is cute. his face is practically flawless. i mena, his skin's clear, he doesn't even have one pimple, no acne scares, no freckles. its like, WOW WOW, no wait. triple WOWS. and he is tanned so.. perfectly, and his back view is really sexy. wahahahs, as what Venelyn and me noticed. every girl would really drool at the sight of him.

oh, and then theres Nick Shen, i never noticed until today, he has got really cute baby fats and he is soo friendly. no airs no nothing. he just looks so friendly, amiable. and pinch-able. the moment he stepped in we were like. "WOAAHHH!!!" and then he smiled (:

"Life Would Be Nothing Without You, Only You Can Make It Right, I'm Not Proud To Say"

Sunday, October 23, 2005

10:29 PM

HAH! okay, so i was out today. yays! finally, its been sometime since i last went out. i mean, seriously long time. i do go shopping wiht my mom and stuffs. but really really seldom with my friends.

anyways, today was kind of a class thingy. everyone who went out was from 2/5. yea, so joyna and me were the only girls. and wei xing, aaron, yao zhong and arthur were there too. we were kinda like "tio pangseh". not exactly. but roughly, you get me. i mean, yah. many more were supposed to turn up but they stood us up instead )=

so our initial plan was to go to sentosa. in fact, it was only confirmed like, yesterday. but we ended up cabbing from white sands to east coast instead. the girls took a taxi while the guys squeezed into one. we kinda wanted the taxi to ourselves. and the guys were fine with it as well, so we went cycling, and joyna and me stood by the seaside to take pictures. lol? yah. we were soaking our legs in the water. it was really reaallyyy refreshing and cooling. it felt like,.. pedicure? not really, but. it felt great.

then we cabbed back to tampines mall. since it was kinda early, still. and we went window shopping. or rather, we ended up playing catching in century square. so the guys found us and we decided to stay in the lingerie department of metro. so, the guys ended up staying outside while we slipped away.

kinda fun la. played alot. we later went to tampines mall's outdoor playground. we started playing the turning turning thingy which made all of us sick and nauseous. i had this terrible headache. joyna and me then went to macs with the rest to have a rest. as there weren't enough seats, we seperated ourselves. joyna and me took another table.

next to joyna and me, there was, this family. a couple, with 2 girls. their kids since tehy were reasonably young, i mean. the kids. yah, but the guy; girly's daddy. was a pervert. trust me to say that. its like, he was practically spending 90% of his time peeping at joyna and me alrights. joyna glared at him for quite some time, but he just kept looking. it was at least more than 10 times that we caught him staring! dammit, it was so irritating and infuriating. we were seriously pissed off. i then decided to confirm, though we were pretty sure. i decided to adjust my shirt. since i was wearing two layers, i decided to adjust the lengths of the shirts. i caught him looking at the corner of my eye. so i turned to look at him all of a sudden. great, he was busted. he knew it.

that god-damn pervert has got totally no sense of shame. i mean, he tried taking joyna and my photos with his camera phone. i know, i saw, we saw. clearly. so we hugged our bags. that asshole. i was seriously contemplating of taking a picture of him and posting it on my blog. wahahas, i'm not as pervertic as him la.

then, we went to pasir ris park. had our dinner there and later headed back to central to meet up with shannon and alex, after aaron and the others are gone, leaving only joyna and me. we waited for the two guys for an hour. so, we had the normal girl talks which can never seem to end when we two start talking. its like, we have really much things to say. its just that much. after we met up, shannon, alex, joyna and me then went to pasir ris town park's playground. there, we saw izwan, dzakir and many other malay guys. i didnt even notice them cause it was so dark, until izwan called out to me =D hahhaa, he tried to yank off my hoop earing before they left cause we kept making fun of him x) sorry izwan )=

oh, then guoxin and alan met up with us. and i wanted to go. hahahah, i'm sucha spoiltspot x))) haha, they're probably still there? or somewhere out there now. lol, HEARTSSS (:

Friday, October 21, 2005

4:46 PM

okay okay, great. i failed maths and science overalls. dammit. but, i said. BUT, i managed to pass my maths EOYS, so. clap for me people, smile smile (= good good. TOOODDLEESS. i mean like, ya la. its a waste. but still, i did my best. though, i wasn't sure if it really was. i kinda feel i could do much better.

still, mommy expected much much more. which i was really pissed with her bout. for english overalls, i had 63. ranking 38 in secondary 2 express. kinda satisfied la. since, my english wasn't that great all along. however, must improve. still must improve. hahs. joyna, didn't do that well either. weening, i'd say. she could do much better too.

ya, i really have nothing much to post bout just now, (but now i remembered) and i've get freaking tuition later which i freaking wish i could not go. and i really FREAKING wish to go to sentosa and far east on monday and sunday. since, monday's a school holiday, i dont want to be cooped at home. i have not been going out for quite some time which is kinda sad )= and i really doubt i'd get my iPod photo now. sighs, me and my big mouth. i volunteered for mommy to only buy me an iPod if i scored well. i really MUST learn to shut up in future.

okay, i'm continueing the post. we had interclass games yesterday. YAYS YAYS. had loads of fun, though my throat hurts badly after matches. our class came in first for captain's ball, 2nd for floor ball and 4th for soccer. i know mr quek's disappointed bout it. no, wait. soccer. 2.5 came in 2nd in the whole secondary 2 level.i'd say, we could do much better. still, we did great (= BUT, we're not really used to being 2nd. i mean, since we were first for the other events. like, secondary 1 camp (although Mrs Neo gave us a reallyyy LAME name "hi-5"), and we came in first for cross countries. so, a second wasn't really satisfying. lets just say, i'm greedy.

but the guys were kinda cute, they were cheering us on by saying "but, hey. we're still first in the express stream." Mr Quek laughed, the others laughed. so did i. RIGHT, guys. right. first in express. still, we ARE second. admit it. and thats what i love our class for. they're always so optimistic. Zakee was so show off today. he saw me and started saying "oh, your class lost to my class. we won we won." i was like, "yah, we're still second? so? big deal" though, yea. it IS something to be proud of. nevertheless, 2/5 still would be 2/5 be it first or second. I LOVE YOU GUYS. PRCS`2.5-vers\o5 rocks my world. LOVESSSS (:

Saturday, October 15, 2005

10:25 AM

thank goodness thank goodness. exams are finally over. we'll finally be able to GO WILDDDDDD~ rahrah. yyes yeessssss (= well, not exactly ended la. but, just one more subject; home econs. which is just, yah. you get me. so, exams have kinda ended la.

i finally bought me handphone. i paid 300, and my mom paid 450, then there was the remaining 100 that my dad volunteered to pay =D yayss, its been quite a while i was left without a phone, so. rejoice people rejoice. i got my phone, finally.

anyways, just came to blogt his really short paragraphs. so, well. lovee lotsss (:

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

3:43 PM

okay, fine. so much spamming out there. its getting me sick. like, get a life, people.if you really think i "enjoyed" myself. think twice. i don't even know who the hell you are. the only thing i'd probably rejoice about would be:

1. you are stupid
2. you are stupid
3. once again, you are stupid

and probably there'd be part of me rejoicing, for someone as idiotic as you. to spam me blog, and be told to scram. by me, of course. therefore, once again. i'd appreciate very much. if you suckers could just like, buzz off and get a life and do you look up to me or something? impersonating me? lets just say, you aren't as good as me. neither are you as GREAT as me. thank you, very much.

okay. i've been feeling bad these days. not bad, bad. not the kinda sick thing.just, bad. for all the bad deeds i've done in the past year, and probably in my 14 years of life. god, what am i talking bout. so cheessyyyyy. not exactly.

anyways, to; dear belvin (if you read this).
i've always respected, looked up upon and loved you as my dearest god brother. theres no doubt bout that. unfortunately, good things weren't meant to last. because of someone, totally not worth me giving up our sibling-ship because of him. i know you were trying to help me, that day. as well as the rest of you guys. but, as much as i dislike him, i do not wish to see any of my classmates getting hurt. despite what he's done. i believe no 2.5-vers wish for that to happen either. i'm sorry i caused you, and your fellow budddies to "lose face". and i apologise for refusing to answer your question. as its just going to put me through another humiliating period of darkness. i'm also truely apologetic for raising my voice at you, just because i lost my cool. i'm sorry. i don't know if you still treat me as your god-sister. but, i'm sorry. and i still love and respect you as much as before.

"cause we lost it all, and we can't go back, now. i'm sorry, i can't be perfect"

i dont know why i suddenly had this "confession" to make. but, i've been greatly disturbed by this matter. especially when i have to pretend i dont even know him when he walks past me/i walk past him. its just, lacking. i just feel that i'm lacking of something. its like, somethings been telling me "you must really blog and apologise to belvin. you must you must" so, ya.

god, i feel so.. holy now. i'm sorry people. LOVE AND PEACE.

PEACE