haish. just as i rej0iced 0ver having m0re freed0m, my m0m c0mpletely ruined the little happiness i had. 0h great.. what n0w?! i cant play basketball.. its always like that. when i finally have a little interest in what i like t0 d0, she'll st0p me fr0m d0in it.a very g00d expamle: when i wanted to learn in-line-skating when i'm y0unger, she said. " aiya... y0u t00 y0ung. later injure y0urself. d0n't want lahs " 0kay n0w, i'm wayy t00 0ld t0 learn, she says " hey wanna learn r0llerblades? i'll enr0l y0u t0 learn r0llerblades 0kay? " thats it. she's always making the descisi0ns f0r me. an0ther example is ballet. i get injuries easily. s0 i actually talked t0 her f0r a few tymes t0 get her t0 all0w me t0 quit. and she always say the same thing " y0u've already learnt it f0r s0o0o l0ng. why quit n0w.. its a waste 0f y0ur time and eff0rt f0r the past few years. and my m0ney. d0 y0u have any idea h0w much i pay everytime? " 0kay. i admit. i was the 0ne wh0 insisted t0 c0ntinue when they asked me t0 st0p when i was y0ung. but hey. i had interest 0kays? and i've wanted t0 st0p like a year 0r tw0 years back? she's always like that. n0w she says " i d0n't think i want y0u t0 play basketball. d0 y0u kn0w what my neighb0urs used t0 think when girls played basketball in the past? the will think that the girls are gangsters " please lahs..st0p being so "aunty" g0ing t0 the subaru car challenge and making s0o0 much n0ise there as if y0u had just came fr0m the c0untry side. acting like a c0untry bumpkin. she is just an 0ld fashi0ned aunty thinking that she's really fashi0nable. she just thinks to0o highly 0f herself. great. n0w i can't play basketball and she w0n't let me g0 0ut. i['m just c00ped up in my h0use al0ne.

` -- life is n0rt a life if there is n0 dream in life. life with0ut y0u w0uld pr0brably be much better t0o ___ **

___ x . what kind 0f sickening life is this?! whats the meaning 0f my life ++ ihatey0uu . x ___

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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