I witnessed two cases of canning today, right before my very eyes. i have to admit, it's a very traumatising sight. i covered my eyes throughout it, many others did not see either. yet, there are some who thought they could take the sight of it, only to find out, they can't either.

especially when the two people being canned are my friends, my classmates, Redzuan and Christian. afterall, i knew Christian since secondary 1.

mr ong walked in our class with an extremely thick cane in his hand. Jaena and me went "oh shit" together. we were shocked. all of us were. we weren't mentally prepared to witness our friends get their two strokes of canning. everyone, the girls. cried. i only did when Christian was preparing to get canned. i wasn't THAT close to redzuan, but it hurt to see a classmate get canned too. besides, i was closer to Christian. like i said, i knew him since secondary 1.

worse of all, mr ong told the people sitting in the first 2 rows to go to the back, and i was in the third. i saw them, so clearly. they were so close. everyone could see their nervous faces, which they nevertheless, tried to remain calm.

the class was filled with sniffings, and sobbings. the girls were teary. it was a terrible sight.

everyone kept extremely quiet, till recess. during mother tongue, Mdm Tan spent two periods of chinese talking to us bout whether or not they did the right thing, whether or not they deserved it. i won't side them that they're right. but, it isn't completely their fault either. think about it, every teacher's practically bioused against us, except Ms Lim. she's a great teacher, we all know.

mother tongue test was postphoned to tomorrow, cause Mdm Tan said we were all feeling down and weren't in the right state of mind to take the test. we'd do badly, i believe.

after the canning, mr ong said, "so what are you waiting for?". he expected us to thank him, and greet him. thank him for canning our friends, and classmates?thanks but no thanks. still, we did as told anyways.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
3:44 PM

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY JONAN (=,
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASSIE (:,
and. Happy 12February2oo6 =D

where's the button to change the dates and time? it seem to have ironically disappeared. damn it.

anyways, happy birthday (:

woke up pretty late today. slept at 2 plus. so as usual, and expected, i woke up at only 1. i kind woke up only because i felt my phone vibrating. and when i manage to reach for it, i already missed the call. anyways, i called jonan back and he said i sound, dead. or maybe sad. i dont know. i still wasn't full awake. yet.

and i found out my family practically pangseh me lah. (I sO pOoR tHiNgG cAnN?) (: anyhow, i just read my Phantom Of The Opera Book out of boredom, and now i'm hooked onto it. its a faaantastic book. and one of the characters name's Christine =D

left for tuition when my parents were home. apparently, my brother was busy MAPLING, and he APPARENTLY did not sleep, again. for the third week. he has the habit of mapling throught the whole of friday night. and he's always dumb to get caught by my mom. so anyways, my mom went for her function/meeting early in the morning, while my dad brought my brother to tuition and they "very kindly", left me at home.

went to tampines mall after tuition at KRTC, with aaron. found out that Jonan, weiming and hanhui were heading to tampines mall as well. managed to meet up with him in the end. for a really short while. didn't talk much though. saw many others at tm too. saw junguang and grace (: yanhong and weiji (: pearlyn and samuel, candy and ivan, jaena! and peiying, BELVIN! and friends (=, oh yah. as well as ks and zengting (: anyways, i left shortly after i met up with him )= (and i began to start missing him right away, again (:, as always.)

oh, and its the singapore idol auditions today, due to overwhelming response, its extended till tomorrow!

valentine's nearing. but it happens to fall on a tuesday which is probably the worse day since we've got CCA, and after CCA i'll be having tuition. oh great, valentine's with mr chok again. BOOHOOS!

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
12:30 AM

i had 20/30 for my math retest. the only reason why i didn't take it the other day was because i didn't attend school. and for physics. i got a beautiful 14/15. thanks to jaena, and masyitah mostly. who provided/discussed answers with me (:

now that i remembered, i failed my 2.4 with jaena. ): but it was kinda expected. and we kinda knew we'd fail. cause we practically ran 1/4 of 2.4 maybe even lesser than that, and we spent most of the time walking. and anyways, its the first time i failed my 2.4 in my whole damn life.

friday's a bad day. cause it only means that i cannot see you for two whole days )=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
3:53 PM

went for visitations again yesterday. this time, to my uncle's house. its a yearly event. so everyone were there. and, i saw ms loh. i think. she was an ex-teacher in prcs. but she's quit and she's currently an air-stewardess. it turned out she's my cousin. i mean, its awkward enough having to face a teacher outside school and it turns out she's your cousin.

to make things worse my cousin passed me two oranges.

when we were all about to leave, my mom suggested to watch i not stupid 2. the midnight shows. it was about 9 plus then. so we got some others to go as well. while, the other group went to watch fearless. basically i'd say the show's good. its funny and heart-warming at the same time. it was fantastic. i loved the show. and shaun's so cute. really. i feel like watching it again. its really good. much better than i not stupid, for sure.

oh, and even though i dislike joshua, i've to say his acting's improved alot. and, i saw bryan, alex, small fat, camille, venelyn and even hanrey in the movie! (:

SO LAME. - SHAUN LEEE!! (:

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
12:22 PM

EDWARD TAN'S RIDICULOUSLY HOT, AND SEXY - BLEAHH. =x



anyways, nothing seems to be going wrong now, everything's just. perfect. my life's perfect (: i'm so, very proud to say. mornings no longer seem as cold as it used to, and there aren't sleepless nighs for me now. its been a long time since i felt this way. nothing could make me happier than being with you (=



our wall's vandalised. by the boys of our class. not all, just a few of them. i shan't name them out. they wrote stuffs which could hurt someone's feelings, i think. though i dont really feel bothered by it (probably cause i wasn't the one being insulted), but its kinda mean. and you can really tell people are upset. the girls went "oh my god" the moment we stepped into the class yesterday morning. the guys didnt really care, as usual. the teachers were taken aback. mr shafie then told ks to cross out the words bitches and anything else. which still doesnt help that much.



still, we'll have to stay back next week to paint the classroom. according to ms lim. i think, it'll be red and lime green. cause ms lim said she thinks the colours are vibrant and they match pretty well. however, i thought the green and red that she chose's pretty dull. i prefered the other bright green and bright red. the ones i showed jaena. no matter, the classroom's still lime green and red (:



and.. i know i said it alot of times, but. I'M SORRY FAZLEE.



jaena and fazlee asked. how many times do you want to apologize. but its a fact that i made him suffer punishment for nothing. i feel so bad. i needed the consent form, which i thought i'd lost. so i asked it from him so i can get ms lim to help photocopy it for me. however, shafie didnt accept it. and he said fazlee still had to stand cause he doesnt have it. for once, i thought shafie's unreasonable. afterall, fazlee was just being nice. and he's punished for nothing. i felt so guilty then. i have no idea why, but i kept laughing when i felt bad. and i kept apologizing like, every 5 minutes. and he'd go, its okay. really. i don't mind anyways. and he'd smile. fazlee's so nice. really. and i found my consent form under my table in the end. he was punished for nothing. ): sorry fazlee.



5 things i've just discovered (:
1. jaena's a good listener.
2. weening's so crappy!
3. joyna comes up with weird ideas and make me malu. especially in front of.. ahem (:
4. weening's the accomplice. joyna's the mastermind.
5. diyana is picking up joyna's nonsense =x



daddy's on leave for the past two days. including today, its 3.

<3 happy belated birthday grandmom (:

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
1:35 PM