Friday, August 26, 2005
11:43 PM
umm, firstly. i'd like to apologise to qi yang.
nan ren (quoting sherrie), sorry la. i know you were trying to cheer me up. but i really don't know whats gotten into me. i was just so frustrated and upset. sorry la. and sorry for glaring/diao-ing/dao-ing you today kay. i feel damn bad la, especially when you tried to cheer me up. sorry.


and and, to gerald KOR!
thanks for bringing back the almond biscuits for me from japan kay. love ya loaddss. its really nice, thanks a lot!! (= and ars, kor. i REALLY REALLY hope you'd take my suggestion into consideration. and congrats for getting 19th in the world. proud of you, know. must take care of yourself hor.


okay, went to white sands on wednesday, as well as today. on wednesday, we saw quite a number of people la. saw rachel from jiang as well (= today, we saw carian macs. he super lazy la. ask me take chilli sauce for him >.< still got take la, in the end. lol


we went to pasir ris town park after that. played the swing =D finally. didn't want to get my butt off the swing once i sat on it la. only got off when i had this terrible headache. so i went to sit on the bridge. the one on top, the slides one. i dont know why, i took off my shoe, tied them to the chains of the bridge x)) ironic. we started to make fun of people la. very bad, i know. we made fun of people, from on top of the bridge. we made fun of these couple from haising. we TRIED to make fun of 3 girls, but we ended up chatting instead XD then weening called almost every guy who walked past handsome. really, they are handsome, NOT. eeww.


when we were making our way out of the park, we saw this group of boys from haising playing soccer. then we dared weening to say "iloveyou" to them. as in shout across. so, since it was my suggestion, she dared me to go first. but i told her i would if she went ahead first. i'm 99% confident that she won't. really, she didn't in the end (= see. what did i tell you. LOL. she shouted across hello though, and they waved and said hi back. captivated by her beauty.


oh, and THAT THOSE guys yesterday are REALLY disuisting. they suck la. bad way of approaching girls again. tactless guys. i pity them. besides, you guys are stil erm, in the midst of working. careful ars, later i complain you few to your manager. oogling at girls while working. DISGUISTING FELLAS!

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:43 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005
11:54 AM
wokays, i'm in school now x))

blogging a really short post kay. cause we SHOULD be logging off soon. lesson's ending. hehs. many things happened. DERRICK WAS ON TELLY AGAIN YESTERDAY. his songs rawks. just like him alrights. so people, love him (like i do) LOL. no la. i'm really crapping and please don't mind me. nothing to say, you se. so well. byes (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:54 AM

Friday, August 19, 2005
10:54 PM
okay, i'm finally allowed to use the computer. so i'm gonna blog. i miss blogging la.


today, yanxiang came up to me and talked about the superstar thing. okay, a day's passed and i'm still NOT happy. he started talking about derrick and junyang getting thrown out of the competition. i started yelling my head off, i mean i went. no, kelvin sucks. he sucks. and i started screaming "kelvin sucks" for a zillion times. and i'm gonna say it here again. KELVIN SUCKS.


yanxiang said, maybe, IF KEVLIN DIDN'T CAUSE DERRICK TO GET OUT OF THE COMPETITION, I WOULDN'T DISLIKE HIM. its pretty throw. besides, you know what? he CAUSED junyang to be out too! what the hell?!


i used to admire his singing la kay. but now, his singing's deproved. not becuase i dislike him. but really, his singing sucks now. no kidding. and no offence la, but what makes you think you'd enjoy someone singing on a stage, who can ONLY move left and right. and thats, at the most. i doubt you'd enjoy it. its like, watching a woodblock dance. his singing isn't impressive either. his singing is so, liveless la. to me.


enough of that, i found derrick's songs. i'm contemplating; changing my blog song, to his song. i mean, the song he sang. though it deosn't really, er, match. but, to you know. i mean, i really love the songs he sing. and i'm thinking of "ni shi wo zui shen ai de ren" its super nice. ALL THE SONGS HE SINGS IS NICE =D ilovederrick (=


***


joyna called me a bimbo )= it started from denise. then the class started calling me a bimbo. seriously, i really don't think so. firstly, i've got no looks la. secondly, i've got brains. i just don't put them to use. so, stop calling me a bimbo.


school's kind of a bore currently. i mean, its been much more interesting since nikki and gang shaved their heads bald. we saw like, so much commotion about it. and the one that left a deep impression on me, was definetly the time the counsellor;sec1 said "no hair already still comb"


i'm listening to derrick's songs currently la. and, its making me cry. -wails- i miss him. i mean, really. his songs are so touching. UNLIKE WEILIAN!!!


dammit, i suck. i can't do anything more other than grumble. i'm so useless. pathetic. really, i'm a failure in everything. i'm sorry.


i can't forget anything. even if i tried. i know i said, i'm getting over. but, really. its getting worst. that my ailing heart. i dont know. still, all the best to the both of you. theres nothing more i can say, nor do i know what else to say. all i wanna say is, i never taken you as a substitute. and i wish, you have never taken me as one too. all the best, then.


theres really many things for me to say. but, words just can't express my thoughts and feelings. nor can i seem to find the right words to express. i dont know what to say.


i just miss derrick )= i want derrick. DERRICK!!
screams, kicks, wails, weeps, sighs, cringe, cripes. i miss you.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:54 PM

12:45 AM
FCUK. JUNYANG'S OUT NOW )= FIRST IT WAS DERRICK. I TOLERATED WITH IT. NOW ITS JUNYANG, WHATS WRONG. I MEAN, NO OFFENCE. BUT, I DEFINETLY DON'T THINK THAT KELVIN,WEILIAN DESERVES TO BE IN. I DON'T KNOW WHY. I CRIED WHEN DERRICK GAVE HIS "SPEECH", AND CRIED MORE WHEN DERRICK CRIED TOO. AND NOW!


MY MOM WAS JUST NEXT TO ME. BUT I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER. I BEGAN WEEPING, LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. MY MOM JUST STARED AT ME, AND CALLED ME CRAZY. SHE DIDN'T KNOW HOW I FELT DEFINETLY.

I MISS DERRICK. I MISS JUNYANG )= *screams and whines


i'm sick. didn't attend school yesterday. have got loads to say. but currently, like you all can see. i'm in no mood to blog. not after the two of them are being kicked out. i stil love them both much la kay. despite the fat that their attached. i don't wanna be their girlfriends or anything la. but just, as a "surporter"


i'll probably blog another day. when i got more time, and not like today, when i'm blogging secretly. not allowed to use the com.


I WANT DERRICK, AND JUNYANG!!!! ):

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

12:45 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005
5:56 PM
argh, sick la sick la. bad flu bad cough. used up two packets of tissue =X sorry weening =P



lazy to blog, but well. its out 10th monrth anniversary. 16octobero4 was the day we were together. as in, we actually went steady. anyway, another 2 more months to a year (=



happy anniversary )= cringes*

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:56 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005
9:37 PM
YES YES!! i finally got my hair cut yesterday. its shorter la. but, as i requested, the hair dresser kept the length of my hair. but, it was still shorter la. still, i think its much nicer. the hairdresser changed my hairstyle la. she said the previous one had no style. since it was JUST straight. happy already la. now my fringe's from short, to long. just as i wanted from last year (when i first cut fringe).


anyway, theres this new guy in our tuition class. sadly, he's only sec1. LOL. still, he's kinda cute la. however, heard that he's the kinda bad guy one la. as in pai kia. heard from adrian. since, he's from adrian's school. and he knows. its just too bad la. pity =P


anyhow, i still love my new hair cut, all in all =)

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

9:37 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005
11:01 PM
so, okaayy. i mean, its hungry ghost's festival and i know it. its not like i was ever afraid or spooked by ghost or anything. but, its getting freaky/spooky. especially after what shing jiuan told me; you better clip up your fringe during hungry ghost festival. haven't you heard? it blocks the light, then. you'll be able to see "them". and guess what, she dropped her voice real low when she told me this. i didn't think much of it at first, but. as the festival approached round the corner, i decided it was bettter to be safe than sorry.



school sucked big time today. especially when i got extremely pissed by TANKUNSHENG,TERENCE. i mean, christian did the wrong thing. but, he didn't seemed anything like you. like, fcuk off. you suck. i can't be bothered with you okay. so, getta life and stop scrambling behind others and poking at them, thinking its funny. cause seriously, i think your plain childish and senseless.



uh huh, went for tuition just now. chok dared us to take the lift to the 13th storey. he claimed there were "things" there. so everyone rushed out to try. justin, aaron, xuan and me went together. i was grabbing justin's hand, and pulling him over to block us from anything/everything that was out there. but xuan pulled him over. she was extremely freaked out la. anyways, nothing was there. and justin, and aaron continued scaring us. leaving xuan and me run back to the class screaming when all the boys were out there laughing. nevermind, you guys good..


You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:01 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005
11:35 PM
uh, tomorrow's national day =D so i decided, i'm gonna be patriotic, and suprisingly, i'm gonna say this; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.



anyways, we had celebrations today. school's only half day. i mean, thats the thing i totally love about national day. like, half day, plus two days off from school (=



we kinda went wild. everything went out of our control. we all said our pledge, suprisingly, we sang the national day songs like; home, reach out for the skies, my people my home etc. ironic huh? fatin and me even danced. i mean, when mdm peh made us stand up and dance. we totally gave it our all. and unbelievably, i was standing with tyler. yes, tyler of 2/3. and i danced with him. as in, to the music. like, what the hell? but we did enjoy ourselves. we had fun (making a fool of ourselves, looking like idiots)



after school, i was trying to get someone to accompany me to charlie and the chocolate factory movie. but it was at suntec. no one was able to make it. finally called upon alex, he went with me (=



we took a cab there, from tampines mall, too lazy to take the mrt, worst of all, we don't know how to make our way to suntec from bugis mrt station. so, we went for the movie and stuffs. after the movie we had dinner. with my family. i guess he felt odd, but my parents were kinda, going easy on him.



and i went for tuition while my parents sent alex home. like, arghh. ALL teachers who teach me. be it tuition or school, though i know you guys don't read my blog. don't expect you to x)) get this clear.




i don't pay attention in class. not unless i'm interested in learning. and that's where you guys come in. if i ask a question about science for example. it shows i'm trying to learn. don't make me lose interest.



my tuition teacher totally dissed me. first he didn't care to explain further when both xuan and me didn't understand. and i did bring it up to him, not once but twice. whatever, and then. we were to draw this diagram thingy on light, reflection/refraction thing. then we were required to use the protractor. and most of us didnt bring. so he came to distribute them. he came to my row and said. okay, not enough. you 3 share one okay? then he said, anyway, you won't do. so you 2 share one. and the you (who won't do) was reffering to me. i didn't bother looking up at him. if thats what you thik, then fine. i'm not gonna give a damn on what your saying in future alright? WTH la. this kind of teacher, you good.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:35 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005
9:25 PM
HAPPY, SHALALALA. ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY, SHALALALA


yays. i quarrelled with my mom today >.< walked around, and decided to not watch any movies since there were no nice ones. so we roamed around tampines mall, and century square. then blahblah, details go on.


went for tuition, then met my bro and dad after the lesson. went back to tm to meet alex joyna and nikki. left soon after though. so i was on my way home. and i decided i want to drop by white sands to go to the library.


guess who i saw? on my way to the life, I SAW WEI CHONG!!! the wei chong from project superstar. yes, its him. and he looks good alright. i recognised him immediately. kinda cool. my dad was like, the instant he saw him he gasped, christine! and i was like, uh. uh huh? then wei chong as staring at me.as in not really staring. he just looked down at me (since he is tall and i am short). then he was smiling, but who knows? maybe he smiled all the way through. i mean, yea. i just looked at him, innocently -blinks-


he was together with 2 of his, probably friends. one guy and girl. they were behind him. then the girl was like hurrying him past. HE IS CUTE! VERY. i mean, i did find him cute on screen, but he seems EVEN cuter in person. but, i'm not sure of his character though. he seemed nice, and approachable.


went to library, and met qian hui. we were busy gossiping la. and then i told her bout the wei chong thing and she was like, oh really. in the beginning. subsequently, she started giving me the "whatever" sign when i kept ranting on bout how cute wei chong was x))


WEI CHONG IS CUTE LA, ADMIT IT.
;youKNOWyouloveme. toodles

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

9:25 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005
3:43 PM
uh, yes. just back from white sands. went with weening to mcdonalds. like, we walked all the way from PRCS to loyang point. then we found out that mcdonalds there was full. so we took a bus to white sands. waste of time. loyang point's mac was overcrowded with greenview people la. and we were odd there.



we boarded the bus. and there were this group of 4 sitting behind. 3 guys and a girl. they were behind us. then the guy, who seemed to be the girl's boyfriend. said something in malay. but i know i heard KFC. so i supposed, they like everyone else was making fun of the stupid PRCS uniform la. i mean, at first i was kinda pissed. then i told weening what they said. and she started the laughing hyena thing. then i found it funny too, cause. indeed, our uniform DOES look like workers of KFC. but, i think it looks more like mac though. whatever.



we did some of our homework in mac. weening said she felt weird. cause we were so "guai" at that time. but, well. i like being "guai" and i am "guai" =D i did my homework. YAYS, though i still owe many many teachers homework. including, ms tan, mr quek, mrs neo, and huang/wang lao shi. i forgot her name la. which is so, not worth celebrating )=




we left for popular soon after, cause weening had to go home. her mom called. yet, she wanted to go to popular. on our way down, we saw yvonne and asrini =D but we just smiled, said hi. and scurried off. considering the fact that weening's mom wanted her to be back by 3.30 when its already 3pm.



oh, yes yes. anyways, just read yvonne's blog. and, about the so-called "trend" about calling ourselves fruit names. LOL! i have no idea how it came about. it just so happen, on one of the days. the guys were calling each other fruit names. then they told me to get one for myself. and joel started calling me mangosTEEN, cause my name's chrisTINE (chrisTEEN). from what i know..



joyNA=banaNA
WEEning=kiWIning
guoxin=apple (cause his face's always red)
alex=rambutan (cause of his hair, i think)
alPHAeous=PEAR
shaNNON=leMON
alan(ahLAN)=ahLIME



and the list goes on, and i ain't sure why they are called their assigned fruit names either. these are the only ones i know. from what i heard. if i'm not wrong.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:43 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005
5:42 PM
dammit, common test totally sucks big time. i didn't get to complete my maths paper. left a minimum of 3 questions blank. and let me just say, i swear mensuration sucks. all 3 questions i left out were on mensuration. arggh. and like, hello. i need to get a minimum "a" for getting into a pure science class. i just NEED to get into a pure science class. this isn't gonna work.



anyways, joyna skipped school. two days in a row. quek came over to ask me to find out whats happening to her. joyna, CAN'T YOU SEE QUEK'S WORRIED BOUT YOU? HE CARES, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE! okay, weening, yan, jaena and me thought we really ought to let her mom know. but ks and the others were against it. ks, lets just put it this way, what we do if for her own good. if you think hiding the truth from her mom is the best solution to it, then fine. i'll just keep my big mouth shut. untill, her mom asks me bout it. i decided it was really time to tell her the truth.



joan told us to wait till ks and the others were back before deciding whether to call or not. we waited, ks said her mom already knows. however, the 4 of us were not convinced. so ks used this extremely treatening tone to told us to call if we want to. he offered to lend us his phone in this very sacarstic way also. we were contemplating whether or not to call. but, we decided to leave things this way. since ks was so confident and even offered us to use his phone. and we were already half an hour late to our IT class.



class ended, went home with qianhui and weening, with denise. denise was super freaked out la. not gonna tell why, just gonna say it has something to do with what i did. i went home, found out i didn't bring my keys when i was in the lift. so i went down, and gave my dad a call. not calling my mom. since i'm angry with her. or so, i should be. he said he was in a meeting and he couldn't come home till late at night. so he told me to go to my aunt's house, which was just a floor below my house.



while walking back, i walked past this bunch of haising guys. i have to admit that they were pretty cute la. walked past them. then they started saying: bye mei nu. in chinese. i dont know who they were reffering to, but i didn't care. yet, no one else was around. its only me, them and this small boy who walked past me. i'm not trying to say its me they were calling or anything, but cause. i was the only girl around there. and probably, they really are cocked-eye. after i walked past them they were calling from behind la. like making a lot of noises. those noises you'd use to call a friend. but, no. i didn't turn around. like i said, i don't know who they were even reffering to.



anyways, appeared there, and she told me my granny has returned home, and she's in my house. grr, went up and down for nothing. wasted my time. and now, i'm using my mom's com cause she set passwords for my computer. and i cant log in. dammit.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:42 PM


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