Saturday, July 30, 2005
9:11 PM
umm, okay. went to meet weening in the morning. saw redzuan on the way there. we both were supposed to meet who we were supposed to at 7.15 but we both were late x))



qianhui came to meet up with us as well. went to school. late la, not very. just a little. no scoldings, not to worry. had spot check, managed to escape without having my phone getting confiscated =D reached there and blahblah. i took firdaus in the end, daniel wasn't there )= and the sweets? yea, i ate em up (= shared them with 2.5-vers also la.



saw jonan, then i reminded firdaus of jonan, whom got hit by him the previous week. then he went: ooOOHHH!!! and ran towards him. then they were having this talk la. firdaus was extremely happy when he saw jonan. then it was time to move away from that spot. so we were about to leave when firdaus turned to jonan unexpectedly and tried hitting his *ahem* again. jonan was much quicker this time though. covered and took a step back. tsktsk (=



went we came back, it as still raining heavily. weening qianhui and me then went to the bus stop. we took the 358 bus, and alighted a stop away from the school. like, we took the bus for only a turn? but, still. it was raining heavily. then jonan, hafiz, christian were there too. aaron and the other 2.5 boys were also there. it was crowded la.



so, when we alighted at the bus stop, weening and i used the umbrella while qianhui compromised and settled for the poncho =D she looked super cute la. regret not taking a picture of her. weening and i would start giggling and roar with laughter when we see her, in the poncho.



so, qianhui went home first. i went to weening's house. changed and everything. she made some food for me (: weening, its good. really. her house's like paradise. so many many chocolates!!



qianhui met us at weening's house. we left her house soon after and headed for central. saw joyna and the others. still hanging bout there. anyway, we took a bus to the mrt station. then we took the mrt to tampines.



went to watch The Island. not many choices. so we settled for The Island. that was the only movie we could watch as a matter of fact. it was good though. kinda funny, but full of action la. it somehow reminds me of The Giver storybook. its like, they're trying to create a utopia or what. its good overall.



went ofr tuition. was about one hour late. after tuition. i went to meet my dad and brother. went to mcdonalds at tampines mall. i was fiddling with my phone. when i saw jonan as i looked up. shocked, and suprised. then i looked at my phone. i thought he didn't see me. but when i look up again, he was grinning back. cause i was grinning and smiling, kinda giggling. unexpected. then my dad asked who was i smiling to. so, i said friend. i was contemplating whether or not to tell him it was jonan. then i decided to. so, he asked again. and i said, jonan. so he as like, which one? which one? then my brother started to peer and look around. then they asked many questions.



first question my dad asked was, how old is he?! and i said he's 14; sec 2. he said, so tall ar? doesn't look like he's sec 2. then later they said he was skinny, very skinny and tall. true, thats what i think too. he really ought to eat more. much more. no kidding


You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

9:11 PM

6:18 AM
dammit, my previous post was lost. forget it, i'm too lazy to type it all out again. skip a day then. i'm too pissed now la.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:18 AM

5:46 AM
yes, i changed my blogskin, since i still can't make up my mind. and i found this skin while browsing or aaron's. and this is kinda nice, not VERY complicated. not too simple either. kinda gothic to me.

anyways, its only 5.45 in the morning la. my brother woke me up, made me panick ( cause i thought it was 6.30 ) then i started to get my dad up to look for my stuffs. like, whats with me? my brother burst out laughing though >.< color="#ff9900">its a sunny yellow BANANA day =D
let me hear you say this shit is BANANAS
B-AN-AN-AS =D

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:46 AM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005
6:15 PM
first, i'd like to clarify matters.

if you're talking bout me. on your personal message. then get this into your thick-headed brain. i didn't purposely TRY to get near YOU. most importantly, not YOU. it was just a coincidence. firstly, you were with my dearest sugar-pie weening. and i had something which was extremely important to me, to clarify. aobut a certain him. and thats absolutely none of your business. at first, i stopped myself from going over when i saw you. but i decided, that. it doesn't matter anymore. cause obviously, you've moved on. and so have i. secondly, i went to approach weening once again. and you were there as well, coincidentally. believe it or not, its up to you. i don't really know who exactly are you talking bout it your personal message. but, if its me. lets get this right. I DON'T TRY GETTING NEAR YOU. neither do i really want to, not anymore. cause you are such a flirt. i won't elaborate how. lets just put it this way, the bottom line's " I LOVE MY RED (: " as a matter of fact, even if you were talking bout me. i don't give a damn. happy flirting away, and God bless you (=

okay, back with my post.
i finally bout christian his present.
his BELATED birthday present.
i think its very suitable for him, especially.
it'll come in handy too. especially if he talks wayy too much.
i won't say what it is la, and weening if you happen to chance upon this post. don't say what i bought for him kayy.
as well, as anyonoe else who knows (:
school's been OKAY for me.
i passed my FIRST history test =D
big smiles, i mean. really.
believe it or not, i'm a happy person.
i really am (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:15 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005
5:59 PM
okay, first of all.
its my sonny, christian's birthday =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOY. "MUMMY" LOVES YOU (=
i asked him what present he wants.
and he started talking bout cars and then his allowance.
always asking me for allowance. tsktsk.
anyway, THAT relief teacher came again.
the first thing that came to my mind when i saw him was
" my tea-cer got no two front toof" - quoting wee ning.
note: the tea-cer is spelled like that on purpose. cause thats how he pronounce it.
and then i remembered the sight of him, picking his nose.
like, ewww.
disguisting.
many many things happened.
and wee ning's decided to change it to:
"my tea-cer got no one front toof "
cuase she noticed that he has one of his front tooth.
thats how the changes came about.
blahblah. couldn't stand him la.
kept rattling. no one was listening.
and everyone started laughing when we saw him.
then he said,
" why? i come in you all start talking. make so much noise. you all like my, tai-tai-taiwanese style is it? "
crazy old man.
taiwanese style? i'd prefer american style though.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:59 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005
9:56 PM
I'M BACK, I'M BACK =D
like, i'm damn tired.

woke up in the morning, at 6.45am.
i slept at 4+.
was chatting with aaron, till my dad came in.
so, hung up on aaron x))
anyways, went to central to meet ks and gang.
in the end, they went to eat their breakfast.
yan, jaena and me decided that we went to school first. without them.
so the three of us went to school first.
met up with wee ning on the way =D
we were all like, OHMIGOSH!
we were enthusiastic.

we arrived in school.
other classes set off first.
we were the last to set off.
not exactly last.
second last to be exact. 2.6 was the last (:
we went on this singing craze in the bus la!
especially since qian, wee ning, joyna and me were sitting at the last row.
like we totally started to sing.
we sang ugly girl, lonely, 1985 and i'm just a kid.
lonely and ugly girl was fun.
since we had to hit the high notes in lonely.
anyhow, we arrived at the children's home at bedok.
we were on cloud nine.
i was, even when ms koh confiscated my phone. and she handed it to mr quek.
nothing brought my spirits down today.
we entered the home.
suprisingly, there were only 6 kids!
when we were informed that there would be 19!
whatever la kay.
we still had our fun.
joyna and me started to gush over daniel (a 6 year old boy)
funny, we were all like, ooOOOHH, SO CUTE!!
and we started to wave to them =D
we cheered so loudly for daniel la, when he introduced himself.
he was kinda shy, aww.
i know we were briefed on this.
no favourtism is to be shown at the centre. but, sorry la. couldn't help it.
then we were split into two groups.
half of 2.5 and half of 2.6 went out to play.
and the other half, to clean up the area.
then we'd swop.
dammit la, i was in the second group.
no fair no fair!!
we cleaned anyway.
just cleaned here and there.
then we left all the dirty work for aaron XD
sorry la, but. you know girls. we shun at the sight of er, lizard droppings?
then later we swopped over.
it was time for us to bring them out to play =D
YIPEE-YIPEE-YAYA
great. we planned the games we had to play.
first we played great wall of china.
i wont describe how exactly the game goes.
but, yes. the kids were to choose one of us whom they'd like to pair with.
firdaus paired with jonan.
daniel paired with me.
(nicknamed) professor paired with joyna.
then i cant really remember the rest.
firdaus was standing in front of jonan.
i dont know how, somehow. he managed to "accidentally" hit jonan's lil brother.
if you get me.
but, i'm beginning to think that firdaus did it on purpose.
its not much of a surprise.
especially since firdaus and daniel were the cheekiest there.
the expression on jonan's face was, erm. funny. ya, funny.
could tell he was controlling.
everyone started laughing. even the teachers were.
it was funny. VERY FUNNY. trust me.
but, i bet a million it hurts alot.
from the way his face totally cramped up, and stuffs. it seemed like he was in pain x))
but, nevertheless. he looked super cute la. lol.
jonan and firdaus were the first pair to go.
they were extremely cute.
until one stage where firdaus couldn't cut in anymore.
jonan resorted to violence.
not exactly.
he just shoved the other guy away, and patted firdaus gently on the back to signal him to go.
he only let go of the guy after firdaus had went pass safely.
like, i was suprised la.
he was so caring towards the kids.
i remember that time, i was still laughing at him.
saying that he definitely could not handle kids. and he mocked back at me too.
obviously, we proved each other wrong (=
anyway, dan and me were the third to go.
and we were the first to get caught and return to the beginning line.
we got past all the stages.
but we were stuck at the place were we were caught; jeremy's lane.
jeremy didn't give chance at all la!
and the kid was so eager to win.
guess what he did?
he pinched jeremy's ahem. (upper part one). get me dont you?
yeah. then he ran over to me. and he was totally rejoicing that he got over =D
now you know why i say dan's cheeky? lol.
ya la, we had fun all in all.
returned to the centre as it was raining.
went to get a drink.
dan couldn't drink the cold drinks. he had asthma.
so he had to stick to plain water, sadly.
then he* saw me while i was attending to dan.
he offered me his drink.
he drank half of the cup already.
but i told him to finish it since i already drank.
shucks! shouldn't have answered him so quickly la x))
should have said yes. right?
anyway, i promised to get dan sweets.
mentos; grape flavoured ones.
he loves it so much.
MUST REMEBER TO BUY =D

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

9:56 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005
2:12 PM
okay, the vote's STILL on.
and currently the new one's leading by 5.
its 9 on 4.
as you can see, much more people like or should i say prefer this new skin.
anyways, didn't come online for the past 2 days.
applaud me, i survived through this.

anyway, joyna and me were supposed to meet mr quek and suhaila at 4pm.
then joyna and e arrived at 4.15pm and we JUST missed his car.
whatever, so we didn't go.
wanted to buy the gifts for cip actually.
all the way to concourse.
so suhaila and diyana went with him only.
we stayed back in school till 6.00, round there.

then i went for tuition at parkway, at 8pm.
but i was half an hour late.
fine, after tuition, cause of some really really small matters, i wasn't really happy.
so, in a sense, you can say i'm moody la.
then my mom insisted to buy the smelly durians.
i never liked durians.
not that i like the smell either.
then i waited outside the stall the guys set up.
first i was drinking my coke float.
and then a guy came over, and asked me to go to a side where there are charis.
so i can sit down. and i said, no, i don't want to.
then he said go la (then he was reaching out for my hand) then i turn the other way and said no.
then he called his friends to get a chair over.
so i snapped back, i said no!
and he said. so fierce for what? ask you sit down only what.
like, arghh. i said NO! do you not understand english or what?
then after a while, i was messaging alex la.
then there was another guy.
and he started off.
calling me xiao jie. he spoke in mandarin naturally.
like, dammit. xiao jie xiao jie. xiao jie his head la!
then i glared at him. and continued messaging.
then he continued calling me, xiao jie.
i ignored him.
after countless times of his, annoying and irritating xiao jie(s), he said.
are you waiting for me (in chinese)?
then he laughed.
and he continued, buy me a drink la. still in chinese.
i was furious la, my insides were completely raging.
i almost flared, almost shouted fuck off la, what the hell. you think its funny? no i don't.
but my mom and dad, and my bro came out already. so i stomped off.
i told my mom what happened.
and, SHE blamed me for not telling her.
HORRIBLE!
i did right?
but, she didnt do anything.
and she claimed that she could scold him, and she thinks he'd be afriad of her.
whatever la, i cant be bothered.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

2:12 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005
4:08 PM
fine la fine la.
joyna told me my blog's skin sucks.
lol. thank you for your frank opinion though.
however, since there's a toss between this blogskin, and my previous one.
i'm gonna have a mini vote.
i hope this works, and people, feel free to give me your comments.

just let me know if you'd prefer my previous blogskin, or this one.
tag at my blog to let me know your opinions kay (:

arghh, i saved my previous blogskin's codes.
i swear i did.
and i have no idea what happened to it.
like, fcuk la.
no fair, my codess )=
whatever, if you guys still prefer the old one, i wouldn't mind spending time on it.
i mean, my blog's my life. practically, almost la kay.

okay, today.
we were supposed to run during pe as a form of punishment.
but i believe mr neo forgotten. and let us off =D
so we played floorball.
today, we did something different for a change.
we were supposed to find a partner, from the different class, different race.
then the first person that struck me was izzat. different clas, different race.
then i hear terence calling me.
both izzat and terence were there.
then terence asked me to partner him.
then izzat ask me to partner him.
i was caught in the middle la, but.
i partnered izzat in the end.
LOL. different race what.
but we later found out thatyour partner had to be of the same gender x))
then we were like, OH! OKAY. BYYEEE!!!
i partnered suhailah in the end anyways.
then it was recess and blahblah.
joyna and me were comical, AGAIN.
ms tan ZZ came over and said, where is your practical book.
don't know how to do isn't an excuse, i already gone through it yesterday.
oh, and where's your mindmap?
then joyna and me looked at each other, approximately 10 seconds later, we started laughing.
at the same time, i don't know why.
then we couldn't stop laughing and she shook her head and left =D
and then i was singing i want candy by aaron carter.
i don't know why. it just popped into my head.
and then i was telling joyna bout the advertisement of alot like love.
then i was telling her the i want candy then the you suck part.
but i already forgotten the other line.
then after a while she started singing, i'll be there for you.
it just came naturally.
i told her, you suck!
and we started laughing again. ironic.
whats into us?!!

----- xoxoxoxo -----

ARGHH.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!
FUCK BIG TIME ALRIGHTS?
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.
HOW COULD HE?!!
DAMMIT.
HE TREATED YOU AS HIS FRIEND!
THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY HIS KINDNESS?!
SO MUCH FOR YOUR "HELPFUL" ADVICE.
OR NO, IT IS HELPFUL.
BUT NOT FOR HIM, FOR YOU!
AM I NOT RIGHT TO SAY THAT?
RIGHT, IF YOUR WONDERING WHO I'M REFFERING TO, RIGHT. ITS YOU!
ASSHOLE, I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU READ MY BLOG OR NOT.
WHETHER YOU READ THIS POST.
WHETHER YOU TREAT HIM AS A FRIEND.
BUT NO! YOU SUCK. YOU SUCK BIG TIME.
BIG FUCK!
WTH, I THOUGHT YOU WERE A NICE GUY.
NOT ANYMORE KAY.
YOU ARE TOTALLY IN MY BURNBOOK NOW, TOTALLY.
YOU, BETTER BE GRATEFUL I DON'T CREATE A BURNBOOK OKAY.
CAUSE IF I WERE TO CREATE ONE, I PROMISE YOU'D BE INSIDE.
WITH NO DOUBT.
BLOODY FOOL, YOU IDIOTIC MORON.

worse of all, why didn't you tell me what he told you? obviously, you have no idea how much i feel for you. my heart goes out to you. we aren't feeling any better than you too. don't keep everything to yourself. cause you can tell us, or at least me. i promise you, i'd answer your calls. i won't give you useless comments. all of us were rooting for you. maybe not others. but i swer, i am. or at least, i was. but, it doesnt matter now. i'm sure you know i'm talking bout you, if you read this post. i'm feeling bad now, i shouldn't have even broke the news to you. at least, i should have kept my big mouth shut. you even thought he didn't suceed. you were elated. but, i was a spoilt spot. i shouldn't have said anything else. you won't have any idea how i felt when i saw you turn quiet, almost immediately. it pains my heart, to see you walking into class wearing this big big BIG smile, which obviously was so fake, i could tell. why? why hide your emotions? no one would blame you for feeling down. whatever the case, i'm sorry. i'm sorry for telling you things like those. sorry..

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

4:08 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005
5:47 PM
BLABBERS.
ARGGGGHHHH!
LIKE, WTH LA!
BLOODY TEACHERS. YOU REALLY THINK I CARE?
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN (:

okay, i had oral examinations today.
i came out pretty early, since my register was three.
ms junainah took me.
suprisingly, she was so0o0o friendly.
(hopefuly, my results are as friendly too)
anyways, we just talked and talked. and i couldn't stop smiling.
i don't know why.
it was kinda tough, especially since there wasn't anything much to say about the picture.
but the conversation seemed to go pretty well though.
i finished off fast i guess.
i left the examination hall soon after.
and she ended off with a "thank you, christine" and smiled (:
so i smiled and said thank you too.
ain't i curteous?
besides, i was supposed to take my history test.
which i obviously didn't in the end, cause mrs teo didn't come.
fine, then that fugly ms chua came to relief us for the first period.
and we got too carried away, talking to joan that we forgot the time.
resulting us to return to class late.
then she came over and asked why were we late.
dammit, targeted at me again.
bitch!
whatever, then she saw that "J" on my hand.
okay fine, i admit.
i went over it again. becuase it was already there intially.
and joyna was asking me what would happen if i cut, and poured ink into it.
so i tried, i was curious la okay.
then i used the pencil, and carved the "J". second time i'm going over it.
so altogether, its been carved for 3 times.
and then i used my black pen to go over it.
after i tried to wash off, the black ink was already stained in there.
whatever.
then she saw it, felt it and knew it.
blahblah.
checked wee ning and joyna as well. since we three were late.
fine, joyna and me were caught.
she took our names down. including wee ning's.
cant be bothered with her, really.
screw you, and your big fat fugly face >.<

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:47 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005
10:24 PM
the code's are not done yet.
let me repeat. the codes ARE NOT DONE YET!
arghh, its so pissing me off. annoying codes.
whatever.
and i doubt i'd have the time to fix it so soon.

i just came back from orchard; cine =D
but i went with mommy. dad and bro tagged along too.
i needed her to pay my tabs.
actually, i'm not broke anymore.
but i'm still saving up. i don't know why.
i want to go on this major shopping spree with my friends one day.
no, wait. i MUST.
maybe on my birthday.
i'd probably saved up to 300 bucks by then.
i wish x))
anyway, i bought this super-retro red spects.
i think its nice.
like, duh? if i don't think its nice i wouldn't buy it.
like who would?
actually, i wouldn't say its retro. but, its kinda la kay.
i've got my eyes on another pair of white one also.
and i was pondering over which to get.
then i got this red one, since the white one was pretty common already.
besides, it was kinda tilted. and the lady couldn't fix it.
but, i've been telling joyna.
like since people started wearing the black spects.
that i want the white one. and she wants the pink one.
but anyway, mom said we're going back there again.
to get my white spects.
as a matter of fact, she thinks it looks good on me as well.
she wanted to buy both the red and white.
but it was just too bad the white one was slanted.
though, the new stock's coming next week or so.
and i'm so gonna buy it.
must MUST buy that white spects =D
and one thing, i did ALL my homework.
and i studied for my history test tomorrow.
applaud me. i deserve it.
i'm so proud of myself.
and i bought books, believe it or not.
one mary-kate and ashley; so little time vol. 15 book and teen idol - meg cabot.
and i finished the mary-kate and ashley one yesterday, the day i purchased it.
but it ain't a big deal. since the book's so thin.
and i'm reading my harry potter book for the time being.
i'm so getting hooked on it (:

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:24 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005
11:02 PM
okay, i just changed my blogskin. like, finally.
and if you guys are wanting to see my other posts, which apparently you can't now.
cause the skin's changed from black to white.
you've gotta take the time and effort to highlight the post to read it.
sorry bout the inconvenience cause kays.


ps. please pardon me, i've screwed the codes.
especially the jukebox ones.
so, mind me. gonna fix it.
when i have the time.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:02 PM

10:48 AM
currently i'm in my mom's office.
i just collected my HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE =D
i can't wait to start reading it.
and i will, after i'm done with the computer.
i've got 10 dollars (= from qi yang.
extorted from him =P
no really extorted. he did give it on his own will.
ahaha, most probably giving him back on friday.
whatever lahs, its like. damn cold here.

and i'm still pissed with ms tan ZZ.
like, no fair la!
at least i did stay back to complete her homework.
and its not like i didnt want to do it.
okay, fine. i didn't want to do it.
but i lost my workbook, how to do?!
besides, i did hand in the worksheet.
at lest i stayed back to finish her work,anyhow.
BIOUS!

"you should never practise favourtism. kids can be depressed, and they will feel inferior to others. which you should never let them feel this way" quoting mr razak.

let that FUGLY SLUT hear this.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:48 AM

Friday, July 15, 2005
6:25 PM
alex, alan, nikki, darryl, guo xin, shannon, joyna, michelle, yan hong, jaena, joan and wee ning has just left my house. like, probably half an hour ago.
norvan was here too.
but he left for his cca; canoeing.
we were watching a movie then a taiwanese drama serial.
then, we were crapping around and there was this video recording craze.
followed by a photography craze.
jaena and yan hong kept trying to take pictures of alex and me, together -.-
they suceeded a few times, when we were talking.
but, the pics are deleted anyways (: thanks to me.
anyhow, it was fun, fun and more fun.


anyways, I HATE MS TAN ZZ la!
what the hell la?!
she is so0o0ooo00o bious okay?
jewel does only one question of the worksheet.
she doesn't have to stand. while joyna had to.
okay fine, joyna's worksheet was completely blank.
but, i did one question.
and she made me stand!
idiot.
then i had to go to the washroom.
i was like, super high-tide okay?
and she said no!
when wei qi TAN and nadhira got to go.
FCUK! (quoting yvonne)
like, its so not fair.
obviously she is being bious, and she is prejudiced against us.
i was like, so friking pissed.
then i knelt down.
joyna too, and she went.
christine and joyna, i asked you to stand. not kneel.
joyna didn't even bother to look at her.
then i got pissed. and just told her;
you said that we aren't supposed to sit. you said stand. but you didn't say we couldn't kneel either. besides, we are urgent. so?..
then she gave me that look.
and i snapped back, urgent okay.
then she said in this really, sweet and cute voice. sorry?
then i repeated myself.
and then she said thats the price to pay for not handing up your homework.
like, arghhh.
i couldn't be bothered.
i sat on the floor. went under the table and started scribbling.
FUGLY SLUT (quoting regina george from mean girls), ASSH*LE. MS TAN ZZ SUCKS.
and the list goes on.
then she said to sit down.
and i was already showing her attitude. so was joyna. and dzakir (who got punished to stand for making too much noise)
like we even care!!
then i just asked her for the pass. and i went.
finally.
couldn't stand her alrights?
like, who even can?
other than some in our class who likes her, and i don't know why.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:25 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005
6:07 PM
uh huh. i'm supposed to be IN school, HAVING cio.
tsktsk, i cha bo (=
no lah, not feeling well.
so i left halfway.
when i asked mrs henry for permission, she took like 5 minutes to agree.
asked so many questions.
arghh, if someone wants to vomit, must she take 5 minutes to question that person why he wants to vomit or why does he need the toilet and stuffs like that?
SHEESH! by the time she's done with asking, he'd be okay already.
probably, he'd already vomitted on her.
god knows, and i don't give a damn either.
whatever, anyways. i still left though.

fine.
joyna cried today.
it all happened during maths.
first, she was caught using the dictionary, to look for words we needed to, for our lit homework.
then fine, its over.
next, she got caught for doodling and scribbling on her fullscap, when she was supposed to be taking down notes.
the quek came over and snatched her paper away and began reading it.
i kinda wanted to laugh at first, i mean.
she actually wrote things like.
i take ketamine, so that i'll get amnesia.
i'll forget everything, but i won't forget you.
then theres,
KETAMINE, yummy~
ketamine's a kinda drug, that makes you get memory loss.
for those who don't know.
anyways, she was made to stay back after the lesson, when everyone else had gone for assembly.
hui ping and me both had to stay back with her.
then mr quek started questioning/interrogating her.
after a while, he started reproaching her.
and as expected, she began to cry.
nothing much to say.
like, what more could i say?

okay. i remember.
our class has this code now.
like, i'm index no. o3.
so my codes, 25o3.
joyna's 25o4 and wee ning's 25o6 =D
quek's 25oo.
we decided to greet him by, good morning/afternoon, 25oo.
it sounds much more friendly doesn't it?
25o3 (=

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

6:07 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005
5:45 PM
BLABBERS.
i'm back from school.
and i just found out my brother was back earlier than me.
he's sick and he bought me lunch!
he's so sweet.
anyways, i just saw shu ming today (=
she's sucha sweetie.
kinda soft-spoken.
and i just found out those pesky girls reads my blog.
so i reckon they'll be reading this post too.
anyways, manda.
don't brood over it.
like what i said, its not worth it.
whatever the case, just cheer up.
i've got tuition later.
and terence tan kun sheng still owes me 2 dollars.
even after returning 4 dollars >.<
he didn't exactly owe, but.
he dared me to do stuffs.
so, its kinda owe though.
i don't care, i just want the money.
i'm short on cash! arghh

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:45 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005
10:37 PM
It's Love
You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun!
(Theres no rate thing and I dont know if I did
anything to make it go away.If you know how to
get it back or if you can email the person that
does quizilla about how to get it back I would
REALLY appreciate it!)


Are you in love?
brought to you by Quizilla

results are the same as michelle, where i took the quiz from.
whatever kays. i decided i'm going to study. study comes first.
love's secondary.
it always happens to me.
just when i fall head over heels with a guy, he'd just gotta leave.
fine, leave then. i'm not stopping you.
no one is.
alex, must study kays.
we both must study. its already a little late.
but, better late than never.
anyways, i went to johor today =D
bought my new sneakers.
not the branded kind, but i love it.
my mom still owes me a pair of sneakers. me no care >.<
i finally found my green tube top.
its soooo nice.
the colour and everything.
then, theres a tank-top i bought.
black again, but its nice lah.
everything i buy seems nice to me anyways =P
who cares? i don't pay for it, what.
thats what matters.

then while my mom went into this shop where they sell bags.
theres this guy in the next door.
he sells vcds and stuffs.
i recognise him, cuase i saw him too. he other time round.
he is kinda cute though.
but, cause i was looking into the mirror of the shop while my mom and granny was looking at the bags.
then i was re-arranging my fringe.
and then i heard this sound saying "nice la nice la" then he laughed.
at first, i thought that guy, whoever the voice belonged to. was talking to his friend.
so i didn't bother.
then it came again "nice la nice la, no need make already"
then i looked into the mirror reflecting the back.
and i saw that guy. yes, THAT guy.
and he was smiling.
i just rolled my eyes and when i walked past his shop, i didn't even bother to look at him.
BLAHBLAH.
what the hell?
like, is this the way you apporach girls?
wrong technique, again.
no matter how cute you are, you can simply go to hell.
but yea, you are cute. whatever.
i don't give a damn.
guys these days, tsktsk.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:37 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005
2:23 AM
not a good day.
it was initially.
i had loads of fun, with alex and gang though.
anyways, whatever it is.
i quarrelled with my mom. or lets say, she quarrelled with me.
then we started to trash things out.
whatever, its over.
i was on the verge of leaving home, like really.
whatever kays. lets drop the subject.
and whatever it is, i still like alex (=
and i love hanging out with them.
alex, alexYAP. my god-brother.
cuteness.

i'm movin' on (:

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

2:23 AM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005
4:21 PM
finally, i'm back to blogging.
actually, can't really count as "back to blogging" since i can't come online as often.
ESPECIALLY after my mom has confiscated my monitor >.<
how can a computer work without a monitor.
i'm blogging with her com now anyways.

MONDAY (youth day) - 4th july 2005
so, i wasn't supposed to sleep.
i didn't even feel tried. the night before.
besides, i was chatting online. with nikki.
we already agreed we shan't sleep (we're both heavy sleepers. and we know it. the moment we sleep. its hard to wake up)
especially since we didn't want to miss the day's activities lined up for us.
however, mom found me up at 4.30am.
was chased to bed so naturally i fell asleep since she switched off the lighs and i couldn't on the television.
anyway, was awoken by michelle.
she called me and went.
"christine?! where are you?"
and then i was STILL half asleep.
and i went. at home. why?
so she carried on, you're still in bed?
only then did i found out it was 10.15 am, when we were supposed to meet at 10 am.
with the others, that is.
so i started to panick. and jumped out of bed.
couldn't find the clothes i decided to wear, the day before.
so, i ended up randomly picking a giordano tee and shorts.
arrived there at almost 11.
the others weren't there yet -.-
so we waited. darryl michelle and me wore pink. and joyna wore white.
the rest joined us later.
alan and michelle were wearing the SAME shade of pink!! tsktsk (:
anyways, we rushed on the train, and we saw yvonne, gladys and caline.
joyna and me btoh popped our heads out. and WAVED.
then we started to laugh.
we looked like small kids somehow or rather.
we alighted at tampines. went to get tickets for the 11.45 show of initial D.
when it was already 11.50.
scurried in and found our seats.
the show was like, SO SO SO GOOD.
all of you really should, no wait. MUST catch it.
its so good.
partly cause jay chou was inside =D
but, no. it really is good.
taekumi` TOFUBOY. [AE86]
' wo mai le yi jian hen xing gan de yong yi '
translation: i bought a sexy swimwear/bikini (=
wahahhas.
and one more.
the what is God thing. by that fatty.
and ' i want GTR ' by THAT fatty as well.
okay, we saw berverly and zeng ting before we left.
so thats that.
rushed out of TM.
went back to pasir ris.
then BLAHBLAH.
i shan't list out the in betweens.

carried on with our plans. we entered escape. FINALLY!
darryl was screaming for ALL the rides that he took.
and we were too busy laughing at darryl, screaming while sitting the pirate ship.
we went into the haunted house.
damn, i didn't manage to complete again.
we went in, in 4s.
arrangements like this.
alex, me, michelle then ks.
i was holding on to michelle.
and my hand was hooked round alex's arm.
i was still afraid. despite the fact that its my second time in there.
then we proceeded on to the cage's side.
i didn't see the cage. nor did i see the "ghost" in there.
furthermore, i was next to the cage.
then the guy inside started to bang the gates of the cage.
i screamed, mich screamed.
i saw that idiotic ars*hole unlocking the gates.
i started to cry. i didn't know why.
but, i'm like a mouse when i entered the place.
i seemed to be afraid of everything.
anyway, mich started to cry as well. she held on to ks's hand.
and alex held on to mine.
not knowing why, i turned to alex anyway.
then i started to cry "on" him. if you get me.
anyway, so, one of his hands was on my shoulder. the other was in mine.
then someone pat on my back and told me not to cry.
i heard ks's voice.
next, someone held my hand.
but i dont know who.
so, i insisted on leaving the place anyway, then i turned around and that ghost which was before the cage made some noise to scare me again.
alex told him off.
then i scolded him assh*le before leaving.
so he ran to the door, and he scared mich first.
she ran out already.
my hand's already halfway out to reach the door when that "ghost" slammed the door.
i screamed, open the door and ran out.
then continued to walk all the way to the dustbin's side. then sat down.
alex accompanied me. ks as well. michelle then came over.
after we've cooled down we started laughing at our reactions.
kinda stupid.
anyway, joyna made it out.
and before they even went in, darryl chickened out.
but, we don't really blame him though. it IS scary inside.
then we went to play the go-cart.
ACCIDENT ALERT!
i bumped into shannon's car once.
then i banged into the curb and the car couldn't move.
caused me me 3rd position.
and while parking the car.
i crashed into this girl in front of me.
then the car's in front all got knocked.
and then shannon yelled "christine arh!!!"
oops. the guy actually recognised me. before i left he waved (= and winked. LOL
and then the pirate ship guy too.
he asked if we were sitting this ride for the second time.
then before we left he said. come again okay?
pioty, wet and wild wasnt opened.
at least it wasn't. UNTIL I LEFT!
dammit. joyna and the others managed to play though.
and i returned home at 7pm.
curfews >.<>
so, oh well.

anyway, learnt this from the malay girls just now (=
TERLALU BESAR TEK TEK GOYANG GOYANG.
PANTAT BESAR, TEK TEK BESAR.
PANTAT TEK TEK DUA DUA BESAR.



LOLxified. check it out with your malay friends okay.
its just a joke. NO OFFENCE!!

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

4:21 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005
10:37 PM
Take the quiz: "Who are you?"

Ashley
You are a fun chick, with lots of personality!




Take the quiz: "How truly depressed are you?"

Suicidally Depressed
You are longing to kill yourself, you slit your wrists, not for fun, but because you want the world to see your pain




Take the quiz: "What disney princess are you?"

Sleeping Beauty
You are Sleeping Beauty! You may be calm and shy, but have a mysterious side to you that others adore!



Take the quiz: "Which FEMALE Celeb do you relate to most?"

Jessica Simpson
You are the great strong voiced Jessica Simpson. You always get what you want and that's what you tend to do best. That's awesome!

Take the quiz:
"Which GUY would you date? (((PiCTURES)))"

Chad Michael Murray
You like the type of guy who is down to earth and fun.

Take the quiz:
"Which supermodel are you? (girls only)"

Naomi Cambell
You rule the school! you have sophisticated, sultry style. you have great power and are an icon to almost everyone.


wrong. especially the last.
so wrong.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

10:37 PM

12:54 PM
sorry denise.
i didn't tell you these to make you cry.
i just needed to share it with someone.
someone close, though we aren't THAT close.
but, i trust you yes?

i don't know what i can say.
His nickname. it says everything.
even his friendster profile.
somehow, seeing all these things are prove that he's with her.
and whats more, he already said yes.
she's my ballet friend. now i remember.
i don't know how she found his profile on friendster, but.
if they're fated, they'll find each other some day.

i don't know why i'm saying all these.
all i know is, it pains me to see his nickname, and everything else.
the pain he's inflicted upon me's excruciating.
yes denise, the words excruciating.
this is so heartwrenching.
i gives me nightmares whenever i go to sleep.
i radther not know anything.
YOU'RE NOT MINE, BECAUSE I KNOW -CRINGES- WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

12:54 PM

1:20 AM
okay, i popped by desiree's blog.
and i found so many quiz's taken by her.
so i decided to give it a shot, since i had to do something to get this burden off my mind.

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Brown
You have brown eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.

Take the quiz:
"What teen celebrity are you?"

Ashlee Simpson
You are a fun filled teen that can get along with just bout anyone!

okay, i skipped the third quiz.
cause i thought it was more for boys.
my second quiz's results turned out to be the same as desiree's.
coincidental.
i still can't get the matter of my mind.
dammit

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

1:20 AM

Saturday, July 02, 2005
11:59 PM
so fine, all the best to the both of you.
you didnt bother explaining.
i gave you the chance to.
i didnt want to misunderstand you.
but, you chose to let me do so instead.
there isn't anything i can say.
nor can i do anything.

I'D RATHER YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ANYTHING!
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYMORE.
YOU HURT ME, INSIDE OUT.
how could you..
the cruel facts, are just so.. heart-wrenching -cries-

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

11:59 PM

3:47 PM
darn. this is so infuriating!
SHE ACTUALLY HAS THE NERVES TO COMPLAIN!
like, hello?
WE should be the one to complain.
both HIM and ME!
asshole, she really should know, i ain't complaining cause of derrick.
the reason why i'm complaining is because of SOOOOO many things she's done.
arghhh @*#&@^#
don't think everyone likes you.
cause no, i don't think everyone likes me either.
i'm definetly sure there are a large number of people out there who dislike me as well.
but, at least i know.
unlike you, i doubt you even notice how you act.
you act big, act pretty, act sweet (though you were, ONCE. not anymore, sadly)
you know, you are actually kinda pretty. your also very cute.
but, the more you act. the more we detest you.
its not like i don't act.
i hate to admit, but i know.
i am damn act cute, especially these few days.
i dont know whats gotten into me.
but, i dare say.
you act cute, so much more than me.

BITCH!

besides, its not about DERRICK.
get that into your head.
who are you calling a freak, when you yourself is one, thick-headed freak.
what the?!
okay, fine. i don't deny imitating others sometimes.
but, its not always.
its only sometimes.
i dare say that.

damn it.
S C R E W Y O U
-cringes-

its all about originality.
i hate copycats.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

3:47 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005
5:27 PM
i'd do anything - simple plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know I won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know I won't forget you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know I won't forget you


uh yeah. school's as per normal today.
nothing much.
having tution later. grr
gonna meet shaun, qi yang and beloved sherrie.
i mean, i miss the girl talks you know?
like, we havent chat for a month.
anyway, nevermind.
not in a great mood.
somehow, like. nevermind.
things aren't sortted out.
i'm not sure if what i assume, is the truth.
okay. note i used assume.
cause i dont confront her, nor did i go barging up to her and go,
who the hell are you talking bout?!
neither am i really THAT interested.
nothing really bothers me anymore.
i don't care. fine, whatever.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

5:27 PM


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