haish.. the skewl holidayss aree heree.. realliee miss miee frieends badly although i saw em just now, duriing nyaa. realliee miss the wholee bunch oof cheecky, mischevious aand playful 1/5. i know its the end of the yearr.. but i just cant accept the fact that i'm going to sec 2.. in the twinkling of an eye i'm turnin sec 2. seems likee everyonee's happiee iits skewl holidays except miee. i doon't want to go to sec 2. i prefer secondariee 1.. probrably due to the attention.. there's more in sec 1 than iin sec 2. haish.. i doon't deny the fact thaat i lurvee attention. but.. its just sortta natural everyone wnats attention. realliee wanna stay in sec 1.. too bad i cant

hais.. anyways.. today ish nyaa.. first lesson. okay.. so gort posted to basketball. oh great. how the hell am i supposed to play basketball? the question is can i even shoot properly.. after playiing fer an hour or so i was totally shacked.. veryy tired. wahs. today, quite fortunate bahs.. walked near mr san next to hiim in front of hiim.. he alsoo neverr catch. cause i madee suree miee socks were above ankle.. so he did not catch me or whatsoever *phew* hope he'll stop catchiing miee ler.. i'm realliee sick aand tired oof hiding froom em wheneverr i see them. i've had enough oof all thiis crap. all i want is to complete miee secondariee skewl and get into junior college oor polytechnic hais.. iif oonly tiime could stop at secondariee 1.. realliee lurvee miee frieends aand pals oof thiis skewl. but.. just afraid that when the new secondariee 1 come next year, i'll be so "out of place" they'll only start to care ferr the sec 1 aand givee them all theiir attention. just cant bring myself to thaat thought. i dunnoo. there's nothiin i can do..

laterr goiing to watch the gala premiere oof ab-normal beaut. its a ghost show. i'm definetly going to be freaked out.. gort along joyna, danieel aand aaron to watch this show.. annd. gonna meet em first.. cant waiit till 4. yup.. another30 minutes. actually wanted to call one of miee other friend along.. too bad.. he's sick.. fever since friday.. hais.. so sad.. hope he'll get well realliee soon.. miss talking to hiim ler..

waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought.. useless and impossible.. [[ ilubyou ++ 16 octoberr 2oo4 ]]

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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