oh well, i'm back from our secondaryy 2 nyaa campp! =)) finally back. i miss everryythinggg. serious. okay. this camp.. sucks. it just simply does. well, we reachedd there on the first day andd the minute i got down from the bus, i was caught by blackiee forr tucking out shirt. *shiit*

f i r s t d a y y -
so yeahh.. ourr first activity we playedd was abseilingg. hadd to "climb" down fromm a 5-6 storeyy highh wall. ohh great. i took the longest time to get downn. heyy. i cant help it all righht. anyways, climbling up the steps was veryyyy scary. i was screamingg as i climbedd up the stairrs. andd damnn dzakir overtook me when i was still clingingg on to the railinggs. but who cares. so yupps. managedd to get up. i was the 3rdd last to abseil downn but was the last to arrive at the bottom. so theyy did manyy checks on topp. andd whenn the instructorr askedd me to reach for the ledge (whiichh was wayy downn the top, but still reacheable) i was areadyy screamingg my lungs out. inn fact i hadd already startedd screamingg when he was helpingg me put the hook on. so i went screamingg all the way. tremblingg andd breakingg in coldd sweat. its scaarrryy. so i toldd the uncle off for "lyingg" to me bout the ledge below. whichh apparently, he wasnt. andd i was scolding him just because i didnt want to go down. *stallingg for time* but still. i went down. very slowly. andd cautiously. grateful to all my friends who are downn cheeringg for me all the wayy. thanks a whole lot. love youu guyys loaadds. so well, after we abseiledd, we went for ziplining whichh is obvious, i did not go. i'ts not that i'm scared. i'm just savingg em the trouble of coveringg theirr earrs. aww. okay. fine. i was scared. i chickened out later anyways. so yupp. went for lunchh and stuffs. andd we practicallyy cookedd ourr own dinner; instant noodles. -.-" yess. anyways. manyy people toppled their food over. andd i didnt, which was amazingg *pats own shoulders* XD

s e c o n d d a y y -
okay. so we woke upp, went for our team builingg activities. there were 3 parts in the team-buildingg sectionn. andd the first one we went to was perveticc tann's one. as a matter of fact, it sucks. its boringg and sucky. he picked on me and sheree all the wayy. made all of us do the activity by ourselves, expectingg at least one of us to fall, whichh none of us did =)) thats whyy he blew his top. made me try doingg somethingg totally impossible by myself while making everyone go dwn on pumpingg position. asshole. anyways. he told me off for "givingg him attitude" accroding to him. be glad. thats all i gave him. i was temptedd to punch him straighht in hiss nose. but all my classmates were looking at me, signalling to me to not do anything. control my temper. andd i did. lucky him. he got off this time. so, yahh. he saidd he didnt like the stare i gave him. aww thats too bad. cos thats the stare i give to pervets. like him especially. he saidd so far only a sec fourr guyy daredd to stare at him at that manner. too bad. then i'll be the first sec 2 to do so. he shuld be honouredd. lucky him in fact =P so well, went on to the other two stations which we hadd loadds of fun.injuredd myselff while pullingg aaronn up the stone wall. lol. many of us injure ourselves at that particular station. but we hadd loads of fun there too. mr quek was encouragingg too. gave us many pointers to overcome the obstacles. to fiinishh our task on time. whichh we failed to do so at the firstround. but managed to do it afterr the 2 round. thenn we proceeded to the rock-climbingg stationn which i chickened out againn later. hahaha.. so after that we went for our day expediture. blackie was assignedd to our class. lost our wayy halfwayy when the boyys refusedd to listenn to us. continuedd their own way. and we got lost =D and apparently, blackie had to lead us back to the righht track after much confusionn. haha. very tiringg. walked for 6 hours. our nighht expediture lasted for approximately 2 and a halff hours. we couldnt see a thingg. almost fell for a couple of times. andd we were extremely afraid. of what, i don't know. well, askedd that idiot if the teacher leadingg us knows the way. natural reactionn. it was dark. we are scared. what do you expect. so that idiot thought i hadd the wrongg attitude. whichh i seriously, dont feel so. anyways. she didnt really say anythingg much. i didnt care to explain further what i meant too. was wayy to tired to argue withh her. was discusiingg some matters withh wee ningg furthermore. so heck. we finally reached our camp site. felt much better. so that idiot is reallt an idiot. a backstabber too. reported to blackie. so he came to confront me. wasnt as bad as i thought. it all went pretty well. made me laughh none stop. haha. had a couple of good laughs before he sent me back to the canteen. lol. unexpected. so we had the same amount of time to bathe, 10 minutes per class. went to the boy's toilet. which didnt have any cublicle. so rinse our hair, with our clothes on though. so yupp. turned in quite early after a long day.

t h i r d d a y -
its the last dayy of campp! wheee~ lol. excitedd and happyyy. everyone packedd up early in the morning. wee ning woke me up asi couldnt wake up on my own. haha. so went to change. just in time for assembly. after we had our breakfast, we went for our last elmet, the rope course. okay i only did one section of the rope course. the one with two longs moving and you're suppposed to walk on the logs to the other end. withno support. only a safety rope attached to us. as we're way up highh. once againn, screamed continuosly. and when i finally reached the other end, i couoldnt find my way down. lucky me. so i kept clinging on to the "wooden pillar" like a kola bear XD ms kohh couldnt stop laughing. though she was very encouraging. so were jeremy, aaron. sj and many others. thousand thanks to youu guys. huugggs. then after that i went to anchor jeremy. he was the belayer. lol. had to hold on the his back of the haness which was slightly above his ass. haha. dont think dirty. think stragihht people. lol. so had loads of fun. sweat alot. lol. making fun of each other. and we were unitedd!!! =)) happy. clapps for everyone. so great. after some cleaning up and stuffs, it was time to go home.. took the bus back to the school and walked to the central withh jeffstonn they all norhhx. heheh. then i insisted to come back on my own. lol. kays. tired. gonna sleep.

path of no returnn never gonna love again-

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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