hmms. yesterday went out at about 9 went to fetch my mom's guest for breakfast. so we went to orchard there to eat first. and went shopping after that. bought a guess jeans at the guess boutique =D very nice. hmms. cost about 150+ i think. haha. then went to look for my bed. got some ideas of how i want my room to be. (changing my bed, cupboards and stuffs you see) so after that. went to tampines mall. watched constantine. very nice and cute show overall. constantine was so funny. its a must watch. didn't regret watching the show too. so. not really happy these few days. he's having a crush on another girl. yes. he is. well, i cant say i'm not disturbed. i am. in fact very. just upset. a little worst than sad. depressed probrably. yup. i am. moody these few days. tomorrow will be the day i fell in love with him. hah. to think that i thought it was just an ordinary crush then. yet, now i'm going ga-ga over him. head over heels. i guess i'm just being foolish and stupid. yes. i am. today, i cant say i'm unhappy. i'm quite happy in fact. happy because we did talk. though it wasn't really pleasant. he disturbed me bout wearing a cross-back bra. yes its lame. i know. but i'm still pretty excited over this. just because i got to see his smile. he kena hit by me also. let out a "ouch" i know it hurts. i feel the pain too. everytime he's punished by teachers, hit by friends or scolded, i feel this pain and agony. sad and angry. then you may have ask. why did i hit him in the first place. why? because, i didn't want to make him feel that i still like him. i don't want to let him think that i won't hit him becuase he's "privilleged" (i'll always hit my friends if they make fun of me) yet. it hurts. so badly. i swear, never to lay a finger on him again. another 9 days. its gonna be our 1-year anniversay. yet we're no longer together..

- c o u n t ` d o w n 9 d a y s -

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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