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Thursday, June 16, 2005

11:57 PM

no joyna.

you're getting it all so wrong.

really you are.

you've changed. i'm sure i've told you before.

you changed into a different person.

you're getting bolder. so, absurd.

you know how hurt i am to see you like this?!

you wont know. i swear you wont.

but really. it pains me to see you turning from bad to worse.

don't tell me bout your results girl.

i'm talking bout your behaviour, your character, your personality, your lies.

i know your mom knows. but, still. we covered up so much for you.

i already tolerated with your nonsense earlier on. really i have.

but, how could you?!

trade our class chalet for a stayover at ks's chalet?!

don't say sorry.

its not gonna help.

cause i'm really very angry with you now.

not to mention, how sad i am.

i lost this very very good, or you could say best friend of mine.

i don't know who you are now.

you've changed. joyna, you break my heart. really, you have.

we did try talking to you.

if you remember that time we sat in the classroom.

wee ning, hui ping and me.

we tried talking to you.

sadly, you stubbornly argued back.
if you remember. you'd never do so in the past..

this was what i learnt from gerald, KOR KOR.

i'm telling you this now girl. read it carefully.

if you think we're wrong then fine.

but if you think we're trying to do you wrong think again.

after all the time we took to change you.

you want it to go down like this, there's nothing we could do.

i don't know how you'd react to this.

you may hate me. i don't know.

but, really. these are what i want or rather need to tell you.

i hope to get the old girl back.

my daughter, very sweet daughter.

the 3 of us, are always here for you.

you can turn to us anytime.

but, we'd all wish for you to change back, as much as we wish you back with us..

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
11:57 PM