Monday, June 06, 2005
11:59 PM
okay, so i found out whats wrong.
whats wrong:
- i begin to harp on the past
- i'm beginning to wish you WERE here
- i'm thinking of how happy we'd be, if we were still together
- i begin to cry s0o0o0o0o0 easily
- i'm thinking of you
- i wish i didnt say those things
- i wish we weren't over
this is so freaking me out.
i'm beginning to miss the old me.
those carefree days.seem so far away.
its been a long time since i last smiled truely; 2 years to be exact.
i miss primary school.
i miss the days without you and you.
i miss the pure and innocent me- the REALLY innocent me.
i hate myself.
i would never do anything to hurt myself; no cutting.
now i'm finding ways to.
what the heck. notice the difference?
now the truth is it hurts, but i know that the fault's mine\ cause i let him go. tried to get over it. but it's messed up, HE'S NOT MINE. because i know
i didn't mean it when i said i didn't love you so. i should have held on tight, never should have let you go.
i didn't know nothing`]] i was stupid, i was foolish i was lying to myself. i could not fathom that i would ever be without your love.
iALMOSThadYOU\ itsALLaboutYOU
You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
11:59 PM