Monday, June 13, 2005
12:02 PM
okay. haven't been online for the past few days.
computer wasn't fixed up.
my new furniture's just arrived, for my room.
so, i went to johor yesterday.
first time i'm shopping there without my mom, first time i'm shopping there without looking at any clothes.
i know, i swore. that i'd never apologise.
but i did.
dad and bro were pressurising me to.
anyway i did.
the first time i said it, she ignored me.
then she told my brother i was too soft.
so fine, i said sorry again.
then once again. she said i was too soft. she couldn't hear.
so i got kinda pissed.
and i said sorry very loudly.
the people around us could hear.
good right? she's satisfied.
then she said that i sound rude, don't look sincere.
she was really getting on my nerves.
i asked he waht she wanted, when i already said sorry.
se actually said- go down on your knees lah.
i kinda raised my voice telling her that she's too much.
my brother tried negotiating with her. and she gave in a little- get her to pull her ear then.
using a veyr harsh tone, i told her this was public. pull my ears, at my age? no way.
then walked off.
this is ridiculous.
1. good guys are close to extinction.
2. mothers are gettig absurd.
geez, somebody really must change the world >.<
happiness; is something i can never find.
not at home, i know.
its way impossible for me to find any happiness in the family..
i really can't blog much anyways. its already 12.13pm.
i'm supposed to wake up earlier. but i woke up at 12.
and i've gotta get ready for tution later.
gonna see xuan and dyane (=
my two wonderful darlings x))
"go for tution, i will.
leave now, i must."
quoting master yoda from starwars XD
he's darn cute. he likes to talk upside down manner thingy.
um, sorry. guys. all these starars craze's taken over my brain.
and i'm gonna make it worse by studying from 2 to 9.30.
i'm studious alright (=
You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
12:02 PM