Friday, August 19, 2005
10:54 PM
okay, i'm finally allowed to use the computer. so i'm gonna blog. i miss blogging la.
today, yanxiang came up to me and talked about the superstar thing. okay, a day's passed and i'm still NOT happy. he started talking about derrick and junyang getting thrown out of the competition. i started yelling my head off, i mean i went. no, kelvin sucks. he sucks. and i started screaming "kelvin sucks" for a zillion times. and i'm gonna say it here again. KELVIN SUCKS.
yanxiang said, maybe, IF KEVLIN DIDN'T CAUSE DERRICK TO GET OUT OF THE COMPETITION, I WOULDN'T DISLIKE HIM. its pretty throw. besides, you know what? he CAUSED junyang to be out too! what the hell?!
i used to admire his singing la kay. but now, his singing's deproved. not becuase i dislike him. but really, his singing sucks now. no kidding. and no offence la, but what makes you think you'd enjoy someone singing on a stage, who can ONLY move left and right. and thats, at the most. i doubt you'd enjoy it. its like, watching a woodblock dance. his singing isn't impressive either. his singing is so, liveless la. to me.
enough of that, i found derrick's songs. i'm contemplating; changing my blog song, to his song. i mean, the song he sang. though it deosn't really, er, match. but, to you know. i mean, i really love the songs he sing. and i'm thinking of "ni shi wo zui shen ai de ren" its super nice. ALL THE SONGS HE SINGS IS NICE =D ilovederrick (=
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joyna called me a bimbo )= it started from denise. then the class started calling me a bimbo. seriously, i really don't think so. firstly, i've got no looks la. secondly, i've got brains. i just don't put them to use. so, stop calling me a bimbo.
school's kind of a bore currently. i mean, its been much more interesting since nikki and gang shaved their heads bald. we saw like, so much commotion about it. and the one that left a deep impression on me, was definetly the time the counsellor;sec1 said "no hair already still comb"
i'm listening to derrick's songs currently la. and, its making me cry. -wails- i miss him. i mean, really. his songs are so touching. UNLIKE WEILIAN!!!
dammit, i suck. i can't do anything more other than grumble. i'm so useless. pathetic. really, i'm a failure in everything. i'm sorry.
i can't forget anything. even if i tried. i know i said, i'm getting over. but, really. its getting worst.that my ailing heart. i dont know. still, all the best to the both of you. theres nothing more i can say, nor do i know what else to say. all i wanna say is, i never taken you as a substitute. and i wish, you have never taken me as one too. all the best, then.
theres really many things for me to say. but, words just can't express my thoughts and feelings. nor can i seem to find the right words to express. i dont know what to say.
i just miss derrick )= i want derrick. DERRICK!!
screams, kicks, wails, weeps, sighs, cringe, cripes. i miss you.
today, yanxiang came up to me and talked about the superstar thing. okay, a day's passed and i'm still NOT happy. he started talking about derrick and junyang getting thrown out of the competition. i started yelling my head off, i mean i went. no, kelvin sucks. he sucks. and i started screaming "kelvin sucks" for a zillion times. and i'm gonna say it here again. KELVIN SUCKS.
yanxiang said, maybe, IF KEVLIN DIDN'T CAUSE DERRICK TO GET OUT OF THE COMPETITION, I WOULDN'T DISLIKE HIM. its pretty throw. besides, you know what? he CAUSED junyang to be out too! what the hell?!
i used to admire his singing la kay. but now, his singing's deproved. not becuase i dislike him. but really, his singing sucks now. no kidding. and no offence la, but what makes you think you'd enjoy someone singing on a stage, who can ONLY move left and right. and thats, at the most. i doubt you'd enjoy it. its like, watching a woodblock dance. his singing isn't impressive either. his singing is so, liveless la. to me.
enough of that, i found derrick's songs. i'm contemplating; changing my blog song, to his song. i mean, the song he sang. though it deosn't really, er, match. but, to you know. i mean, i really love the songs he sing. and i'm thinking of "ni shi wo zui shen ai de ren" its super nice. ALL THE SONGS HE SINGS IS NICE =D ilovederrick (=
***
joyna called me a bimbo )= it started from denise. then the class started calling me a bimbo. seriously, i really don't think so. firstly, i've got no looks la. secondly, i've got brains. i just don't put them to use. so, stop calling me a bimbo.
school's kind of a bore currently. i mean, its been much more interesting since nikki and gang shaved their heads bald. we saw like, so much commotion about it. and the one that left a deep impression on me, was definetly the time the counsellor;sec1 said "no hair already still comb"
i'm listening to derrick's songs currently la. and, its making me cry. -wails- i miss him. i mean, really. his songs are so touching. UNLIKE WEILIAN!!!
dammit, i suck. i can't do anything more other than grumble. i'm so useless. pathetic. really, i'm a failure in everything. i'm sorry.
i can't forget anything. even if i tried. i know i said, i'm getting over. but, really. its getting worst.
theres really many things for me to say. but, words just can't express my thoughts and feelings. nor can i seem to find the right words to express. i dont know what to say.
i just miss derrick )= i want derrick. DERRICK!!
screams, kicks, wails, weeps, sighs, cringe, cripes. i miss you.
You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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