okay, fine. so much spamming out there. its getting me sick. like, get a life, people.if you really think i "enjoyed" myself. think twice. i don't even know who the hell you are. the only thing i'd probably rejoice about would be:

1. you are stupid
2. you are stupid
3. once again, you are stupid

and probably there'd be part of me rejoicing, for someone as idiotic as you. to spam me blog, and be told to scram. by me, of course. therefore, once again. i'd appreciate very much. if you suckers could just like, buzz off and get a life and do you look up to me or something? impersonating me? lets just say, you aren't as good as me. neither are you as GREAT as me. thank you, very much.

okay. i've been feeling bad these days. not bad, bad. not the kinda sick thing.just, bad. for all the bad deeds i've done in the past year, and probably in my 14 years of life. god, what am i talking bout. so cheessyyyyy. not exactly.

anyways, to; dear belvin (if you read this).
i've always respected, looked up upon and loved you as my dearest god brother. theres no doubt bout that. unfortunately, good things weren't meant to last. because of someone, totally not worth me giving up our sibling-ship because of him. i know you were trying to help me, that day. as well as the rest of you guys. but, as much as i dislike him, i do not wish to see any of my classmates getting hurt. despite what he's done. i believe no 2.5-vers wish for that to happen either. i'm sorry i caused you, and your fellow budddies to "lose face". and i apologise for refusing to answer your question. as its just going to put me through another humiliating period of darkness. i'm also truely apologetic for raising my voice at you, just because i lost my cool. i'm sorry. i don't know if you still treat me as your god-sister. but, i'm sorry. and i still love and respect you as much as before.

"cause we lost it all, and we can't go back, now. i'm sorry, i can't be perfect"

i dont know why i suddenly had this "confession" to make. but, i've been greatly disturbed by this matter. especially when i have to pretend i dont even know him when he walks past me/i walk past him. its just, lacking. i just feel that i'm lacking of something. its like, somethings been telling me "you must really blog and apologise to belvin. you must you must" so, ya.

god, i feel so.. holy now. i'm sorry people. LOVE AND PEACE.

PEACE

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
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