its the third day of school now. today we were made to write an essay on "my feelings on coming back to school" for writing this morning. i was really honest and i wrote i'd much rather stay at home and enjoy life like i did during the holidays. but, i did write that i'd study hard too. god, i'm SUCH a good girl. really.


ANYWAYS, 3.4's really havoc. with christian, ks, weiji, redzuan and friends. its realyl hard not to, come to think of it. i wasn't really suprised. first day of school, we had assembly. and, mr ong made 3.2, 3.3, and 3.4 stay back after assembly. he warned us that he didn't want any disciplinery problems from any of us. why, i wan't suprised 3.4 was included. the class's really fun, but even on the first day of school, someone, at least, already got into trouble with the teacher.


and that wasn't all, within 5 minutes from the time we stepped into class. someone was already shouting "fcuk you" across the class, in front of our form teacher, ms lena lim. she's really nice, i swear she is. and if i manage to get hold of a gun, i'd shoot all teachers down 'cept her. really.


besides the point, our history teacher mrs teo sucked big time! she's a disgrace to all teo's. and she isn't even a pure teo anyway. HAHAHA -.-" she kept repeating that "i think 3.4 is a really difficult class to take huh?" nad i swear she has S.T.M. she's one mental lady. she made joyna get out of the class and asked her, why are you outside. then she made weiji stand and asked, why are you standing? AND she can be a teacher? even i have better memory than her! I should be teaching her then. not the other way around.


D & T was a huge let down. i can't believe whats happening! MR LOH! he was so.. oh my god. he totally cracked up. i personally think he's P.M.S-ing. i'm sure. just because joyna and me returned to class to get our textbooks, i don't think we deserved to be scolded. he didn't exactly scold us, he raised his voice and told us to hurry up. still, i dont think we deserve that. and its like, the moment we got in class. he asked us "did you bring your apron?" i just said no, and joyna shook her head. so we were both made to stand along with a few of the others who didn't bring. then he kinda lectured us. and he kept staring at joyna and me all along. and he kept picking me to answer questions, demostrate how to measure the piece of steel. we both got really pissed anyways. we didnt smile to him or anything. and he tried cracking jokes he think is funny, but their really lame. and, after everyone left the room and went away, he told us we had to put in more effort or he'll scold us. hello?! mr loh, he never scolds us, not us. not that we're taking advantage. but the moment we stepped in he already scolded us. and its not like, we are the only ones who forgot our aprons. why dont i see him scolding anyone else? jopie, no? he didnt bring his apron either! neither did joycelyn. but did he scold any of them? NO!


3.4 is problemetic. IF i were still in 2.5, i'm sure none of these would occur. NONE, i tell you. and D & T 's super boring. I HATE IT! i really miss 2.5 even more now.


and joyna thinks that i'm supposed to be in 3. instead of 3.4, yet, because of my discipline, i'm being put to 3.4, cause. theres no reason why i'd lose to weening, since i did beat her position in class, i mean 2.5, i'm not implying anything or showing off. dont get me wrong. anyhow, i'm in 3.4, thats not to happen. yet, it just did. i'm beggining to be convinced by what joyna says. oh god.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
3:40 PM