Things went very wrong on wednesday night. Maybe I should have just feigned ignorance, and probably nothing like that would have happened. Or maybe, I should have just forget about what Weiji said. Like I almost did, but remembered in the end, which caused all the unhappiness. But, no matter how many maybe(s) I may say, its already happened.

I guess I'm really fortunate to have great friends, who helped talk both of us round. Especially Meiyan, and Jaena. Meiyan kept making sure I was alright and when I felt down, she never failed to cheer me up. As for Jaena, she listened to me complain (even though I was mainly repeating over and over again the same thing I just told her) and nevertheless, she just listened, and she gave her comments. Best of all, she never complained or told me to shut up, which I know and believe she'd never do it.

You know very well I'd never leave you, no matter what. And you know I'm extremely fond of you. No matter what you do, I'll still forgive you, and you know it. If you think that what you did has hurt me, do you think that by hurting yourself you'd gain my trust again? Don't ever hurt yourself again. Make good your promise this time. Don't let me down. It hurts too, when you're hurt.

Had C.I.O today, up till 4. We didn't do much actually, come to think of it, I don't even know what have we benefited or gained from this 2-hour long practise.

Oh, and anyway, there was this Sec1 guy in Orchestra. And he was ill today, he's god-damned chubby, and we thought he's cute. not the cute-cute, but chubby-cute. He looks freaking blur. He was shivering non-stop. And we had the air-cons turned off for him. Despite having 4 pieaces of velvet cloths (the cloth they use to cover the instruments, that cloth. and yah! its dirty =x) covering him, he still shivered. Poor thing.

Pity me, I still have got tuition later on, whatthehell ):
Tuitions suck.

You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
5:14 PM